September 25th, 2013
sean6667: mat i'm begging you please answer my messages
chat opened
sean6667: i really fucked up and it was awful what i said, i didn't mean it
chat opened
sean6667: please just talk to me, say anything
misfits95: why do you even care
sean6667: what do you mean?
misfits95: my brain is "different"
misfits96: i obviously can't feel things the way you do
sean6667: that wasn't what i meant, i was being a dumbass and i worded it in a terrible way. i was just scared because you said you loved me and i didn't want to let you down
misfits95: i don't know why you don't love me
sean6667: i really like you, i have feelings for you. but i can't lie to you and say i'm in love with you
sean6667: i haven't even met you in person yet
misfits95: well you don't want to love me then
misfits96: you said you didn't want to see me
sean6667: i do wanna see you, i was just being dumb
misfits95: why would you say something you don't mean
sean6667: because i was stressed
misfits95: but why would you say something you don't mean
sean6667: i didn't want to hurt you. i thought if i pushed you away you wouldn't feel so strongly about me and you'd be happier
misfits95: that's not your decision to make
sean6667: i know, and i'm sorry
sean6667: i really want to see you
misfits95: well i don't know if i want to see you
sean6667: i'm sorry mat, i promise i'll make it up to you
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Bones and Butterflies [MLM]
RomanceTwo boys meet online in a chemistry that they can only experience through screens. [written entirely in text conversations] themes/TW: - rape - abuse - mental illness - self harm - autism discrimination/ableism