33. Clearing up

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That's when i realised that i'm in love with both of them! at the moment i love Brooklyn a bit more. i need to tell him, rye that is, face to face.

i put on a hoodie with some shorts and headed downstairs

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i put on a hoodie with some shorts and headed downstairs. a couple of minutes later rye knocked at the door. i opened it and for a couple of seconds we didn't say anything, we were just staring in each others eyes. he had a little smiled on his face

ellie- hi

rye- hey

ellie- come in

i opened the door wider so he could come in.

rye- is christian home?

ellie- no, he's working late so he's staying at his parents house

rye- oh okay, so what do you want to talk to me about?

ellie- well, i was in my wardrobe and i was just thinking. i haven't really been fair to you

rye- what do you mean?

ellie- well, hanging around with brooklyn so much, that cant be easy on you

rye- well yeah it kind of sucks. But i can see he takes your pain away, which kind of makes me feel a little better, seeing you happy, pain free

ellie- also when i overreacted when i found out you were with alice.

rye- but that was my own fault, i mean you reacted like any other person would, and you dont need to apologise for that

ellie- but i do, i overreacted to something and i didn't even know the real truth. but ealier i thought of us. and i miss you rye, i miss how we used to be, close.

rye- me too el, its killing not being able to talk to you how i used to.

ellie- same here

rye- what, so are you reconsidering getting back together?

ellie- not yet. i couldn't do that to Brooklyn, as we've gotten so close. but i want to become close to you like we did before we dated.

rye- yeah, i understand that, i've been in your shoes when i was teenager, it isn't easy.

ellie- thank you for understanding rye, i just want to say that even though it doesn't look it. you generally mean so much to me and i cant be more grateful for what you've done for me

i leaned over to him and gave him a hug.

rye- your welcome. i don't even need to say that you mean so much to me too because i think you know it

ellie- *chuckles* yeah. so now that we've got that cleared up. you need to go home and get a lot of beauty sleep, we've got a very busy day tomorrow

rye- yeah your right, thank you ellie. i'll see you tomorrow

ellie- see you tomorrow

i showed him out. then i headed upstairs and put his hoodie on. i never told him about how i really feel. but then would that have been fair? saying to someone, 'oh i'm in love with you and you're best friend, but i like your best friend a little bit more' no. i will tell him eventually. when the right time comes...

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