Poems Of An Introvert //Poetry//

Impatient

Keeping it to my self is getting harder each
day
This struggle now lives in a home inside me

I liked you from the earliest ,
But then I misinterpreted the meaning .
When we used to be the best of friends,
I hoped that we could meet again;
When you changed your school,
Forgot our thing.

I kept on thinking 'bout "us"
Again and again and again,
I really missed all the moments we spent
But then again
You were only gonna come back
After 3 yrs and 7 months
That I had to spend in a nostalgic dreamland
Had no choice
So I waited each day ;
At the edge of impatience.....

But things really crumbled hard,
Cause I couldn't find the old you.
Now I regret every tear that I shed ,
Hoping if my desperate await should had been a leap not taken.

People change
I get that
But out of everyone else
Why you?
It turned into a ignious pill,
That I had to swallow in .....

*(It's a true story . My crush story .
I still miss him . The pill hasn't been dissolved and digested yet .
This guy was my first love and I fear that I haven't been able to forget him yet ........😞)*