13 ~ Feelings

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You had no idea that apparently this beach was a place that a lot of students often went to on their breaks which meant one thing...another party. This was why you were currently stuck in a bathroom as you got changed. You tried to get away from sans grip as he practically dragged you away from the living room but he was set on making you go to the party along with everyone else.

You huffed in annoyance as you lazily got dressed but soon you glared at the outfit knowing it was out of your normal clothing choice, you shouldn't have let san pack your clothes. The light blue shirt was too tight and a little too fancy but at least you had a pair of your comfy ripped jeans on.

You glared at san because of his shirt choice and he smiled as you walked out of the bathroom "you look great" he complimented but you simply glared at him again not wanting to go to another party. You walked into the living room seeing everyone else sitting on the couch or floor playing on their phone, talking, or watching tv.

"she looks nice, right guys" san said walking into the living room

"yes you look nice" jongho compliment while you lifted your bag in your arms and shoved the clothes you changed out of into the bag

"she looks pretty" seonghwa said softly and you blushed a bit. Your face got warmer and you simply tried to calm your beating heart. You quickly wanted to change the subject so you were already walking to the front door as you spoke "alright, let's just get this party over with so I can sleep"

Seonghwa and the others got up and started walking to the front door as well "yeah I want to sleep too" seonghwa mumbled out as he yawned

"no fun" yeosang said while you and seonghwa shouted in unison "WE ARE TIRED"

Yeosang simply laughed seeing you both looked irritated by his comment. Everyone was putting on their shoes and as soon as you were all ready you opened the cabin door. 

Immediately you saw the view of the beach. The stars sparkled brightly in the sky as the beach waves reflected the moon, you simply admired the calming view.

"so where is this party anyways" mingi asked while you turned your head away from the beautiful beach waters to looked at san in curiosity. Then san smiled widely, his cute dimples showing as he pointed to the area to the right of him

You squinted your eyes slightly but you almost chocked seeing the huge cabin with bright lights all around it in the distance

"that's the place, let's go" san spoke up while you sighed. You walked beside yeosang and yunho as you all moved through the sand to the cabin to the right of yours. You felt more irritated as more sand ended up in your shoes as you waked but your eyes widened as you got closer, the  cabin was somehow even larger than you imagined.

It was more than double the size of the cabin you all rented and the loud music could be heard blaring even before you entered the place

You groaned knowing this was going to be just like last time, you refused to go back to this. You were about to run when a hand gripped your arm as you turned to see a smirking san "I don't think so y/n, come one" you yelped as san tugged your arm and you watched as he opened the front door and instantly you were met by sweaty bodies dancing...yeah this was just like the last party

You groaned as you squeezed through the dancing bodies as san rushed you to the kitchen and he got you and himself a drink. As you took the drink and looked back you saw none of your friends, you sighed knowing you all got split up in the chaos of the party.

You looked over to san and you watched him smiled as he spoke to some random people, he was always outgoing so it made sense that he liked parties, he loved socializing. You found a small smile forming on your lips seeing him interact happily and you decided to leave him to possibly make new friends and enjoy his time here

You struggled through the crowd as the music was way too loud but someone bumped into you, you stumbled forwards and an arm gently wrapped around your waist preventing you from falling...this was way too familiar. You had to be honest you expected to see hongjoong holding you tightly but your face went bright red when you saw seonghwa smiling down at you as he gently held your waist preventing you from falling over

You had to admit you were pretty glad it wasn't hongjoong, you had no idea how you would talk to him again since the last time you talked you were drunk and crying. You knew it would be awkward

You moved your feet so you were stable and seonghwa removed his arm from your waist, then he gently slipped his hand around yours. Your heart raced as he pulled you until you were outside, the cold air was nice compared to the stuffy inside of the cabin where bodies were pilled in.

"man I really hate parties" seonghwa chuckled out still holding your hand tightly

"y-yeah same" you stuttered as you stared at the intertwined hands but then you looked up at seonghwa, his eyes sparkled as he admired the sparkling beach waters and you found yourself smiling. 

You loved how happy he looked

Your eyes also drifted to the beach and seonghwa gently pulled your hand "let's go for a walk, I want to get away from the sweaty people inside" he stated while you chuckled and agreed "sure". You followed beside him as your hands were still connected and you found yourself falling even further, if that was even possible

Seonghwa was making this hard for you, for you to keep in your feelings.

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