Make Out With Me

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I can see how shocked he was. Andito na to ehh. Edi sabihin ko na di ba?

"Sorry I left you hanging. Sorry kung iniwan kita making you think you're worthless but believe me, you're not. You brought life to me Fred. At nagpapasalamat ako na nakilala kita. Sorry kung... sorry kung umalis ako ng walang paalam"

Napayuko ako. Hay. Hindi ko na alam ano pang tamang sabihin sa harap niya ngayon.

"Sorry Fred. I-I didn't mean to make you feel less of yourself. I'm sorry"

Fred's PoV

"B-bakit bawal kang mastress?" Those were the first question I was able to ask sa lahat ng sinabi niya

I saw her wipe her tears falling from her face

"Hay. Andito ka na din naman eh..."

"What do you mean?"

"Buntis ako Fred. Three months na. Wag kang mag-alala kung ayaw mo ng bata hindi naman kita ioobliga. Sinasabi ko lang ngayon since andito ka na din-"

Hindi ko na siya pinatapos. I pulled her close to me to hug her.

"That kid is mine. You are mine Alissia. Oh god. Ang saya saya ko!"

"H-ha?? Pero di ba galit ka?? You hate me right?"

"No. No. No. Gusto ko lang naman malaman yung dahilan ng pag-alis mo. Gusto ko lang marinig yun mula sayo Alissia. And now hearing them all is enough. Hearing you say you love me is enough. It's enough to make me happy" I said cupping her face

"P-pero"

Hindi ko na siya pinagsalita. Instead I kissed her. Deep and passionate enough to make her feel how much I love her.

I felt her respond after some time pero nagbitaw din kaming dalawa agad.

"I-ibig sabihin ba nito..."

I held her face close to mine and said "I love you Alissia. I love you so much"

"P-pero bakit? Paano? I-I even left you but you still loved me?"

"I love you and that kid. I love you. Yun lang ang alam ko"

I saw tears about to fall from her eyes kaya pinunasan ko kaagad yun

"Don't cry. Makakasama yan sayo mahal ko"

"H-how did I deserve you?"

"You deserve me as much as I deserve you Alissia. Don't even try to leave me again. Ikamamatay ko na."

"But I can't go back to Manila Fred..."

"Hindi ko kayo iiwan dito ng anak ko. Akong bahala sa inyo okay?"

"Pano yung buhay mo sa Manila?"

"My life is with you Alissia. I can bring work here. Basta magkasama tayo. Aalagaan ko kayo ng anak ko"

"Pero-"

"No more buts Alissia. Iuuwi na kita sa inyo, baka mahamugan ka pa dito"

"Thank you Fred"

"I love you"

Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya. I still can't believe this happening.

"Hey. Tumayo ka na dyan. I don't know where you live Alissia"

"A-ahh sorry ahm let's go" tumayo na ko at naglakad pero natigil ako nang hawakan niya yung kamay ko and intertwined it with his hands

"Hold on to me okay? Don't ever let me go"

I didn't know why but I felt na may double meaning yung sinabi niya

Hindi ako makapagsalita. He just smiled at me.

"Tara na baka mapano pa kayo ng anak ko pag nahamugan ka"

Hindi na ko nakapagsalita kasi nagsimula na siyang maglakad which I later on led kasi hindi nga niya alam kung san ang bahay namin