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Weeks passes by and Felix not only becomes closer to Chan again but chats nearly everyday with Binnie. They became really close with each other as well and he's giving Feliy the feeling of being wanted and loved. Finally someone shows interest in the boy and Binnie has dealt with almost every side Felix has and he loves all of them.
Even though the way they communicate hasn't changed at all Felix has the feeling that something is wrong. The boy behaves weird, changes the topic whenever it comes to something slightly personal.

hey binnie!

hi precious boy
how've you been?

i told you to stop with those nicknames!
and i'm good

why should i?
are they making you uncomfortable?

hmh... not really... it's just weird...

oh lixie you're so adorable
let me call you this, please?

okay... but only because it's you

you're making me smile

i'm glad i do
you're giving me so much... i'm glad that i have a friend like you that i can trust

i'm always here for you

The last messsage makes Changbin feel really bad. Felix doesn't deserve a boy that's lying to him and faking a personality. Of course he always acted like he does in real life but that doesn't change the fact that he's pretending to be someone he isn't.
He doesn't deserve Felix. Felix is a small bean that get hurts easily. Changbin knows how vulnerable the freckled boy is. He knows how sensitive he is. He knows all of that. But what should he do?
Telling Felix that he's SpearB? He probably won't talk to him ever again and Changbin knows that not talking to Felix anymore is something he can't do. Sure that is selfish but he can't risk to lose the person that means the most to him. So he decides to talk to Chan about that. Chan always knows what to do and he's friends with Felix.

Chan Hyung?
I need your help

And I need to finish this song

I know I know but please
It's urgent

'kay
What do you want?

I can't do this anymore
Lying to Lix about who I am
It hurts me and for some reason I knows it hurts him too
But maybe he hates me after this or he doesn't believe me or he won't want to have naymore contact
And I can't loose him

Hmh true that's difficult
Felix gets hurted a lot
He's small not only outside but inside as well
He can't deal with many things he easily get hurted
And he can't trust people easily
Does he trust you?

I guess?
He said this once

Then you should tell him
You already have his trust

But I can ruin it with it!

Changbin, Lix is a good person
He will understand
Sure he might be surprised at first but he won't hate you
Do you want me to tell him more about you so that he maybe notices some similarities?

Would you do that?

Of course!
You both are my friends and I don't want to see eather of you hurt

Thank you Hyung

Yeah yeah no problem
Will you let me finish the song now?

Yeah, bye

Bye
Oh and don't annoy Ji please now
He's talking to his man

Got it

Changbin let out a little laugh at the comment. They both theases the youngest since he told them he talks to someone. That probably wasn't the best idea Jisung ever had.

@ spearme

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I'm not doing a face reveal before he does @ everyone who asks me for a face reveal

@ spearabc does this mean we're getting a facereveal when he does one?
@ spearme ^ yes (btw i love your username)
@ 3rachasminnie then he better never makes one
@ spearme ^ the disrespect
@ urlocaldancer ^^ be nice minnie
@ spearme ^^^ and who are you now?
@ urlocaldancer ^^^^ his boyfriend obviously
@ j.kitty ^^^^^ minnie has a boyfriend??
@ spearme ^^^^^^ right?! how come you never told us??
@ 3rachasminnie ^^^^^^^ i forgot it okay?!
@ urlocaldancer ^^^^^^^^ and i thought you love me :(
@ 3rachasminnie ^^^^^^^^^ i do!! c'mon don't be mad
@ spearme ^^^^^^^^^^ get a room you two and don't use my comment section
@ cbsteddy ^^^^^^^^^^^ don't you dare!! you two come here where i can see you and don't do something inappropriate!
@ thecb97✔ ^^^^^^^^^^^^ naaww let the kids have some fun woojie
@ thecb97✔ also really sad you don't do anything :(
@ spearme ^ you crusty noodle know EXACTLY how i look like
@ cbsmine ^^ how dare you talk to him like this?!
@ cbsmyhubby ^^^ right??
@ thecb97✔ ^^^^ crusty noodle? you're creative my childhood friend who's allowed to call me nearly everything
@ spearme ^^^^^ thanks you just gave me doubled as many followers than i had before in a minute
@ thecb97✔ ^^^^^^ lovely

"CHANGBIN! Have you seen Lix post?" Chan screems at the poor boy. "I'm debatting with myself since then. You crusty sock wouldn't want to show me his picture you asshole." "Never been called more lovely things." He mockingly says. "Should I? Should I not?" "I mean it would fix your problem. Just send him the picture and post it after that." "YOU'RE A GENIUS!"