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@ thecb97✔ wants to send you a message

confirm | denie

are you really felix?

yes. how else should i've known your english name?

there could be many ways...

what do you want me to do to prove it to you?

i would've asked for a picture but i probably wouldn't recognize you

i'm honestly surprised that you actually remember me

how could i ever forget you lix? you were so adorable all i wanted to do was protecting you!

and i'm still really grateful
so do you believe me?

...yes

what's with the periods?

it's just... i missed you a lot when i came here and i was so mad at myself for not having anything to contact you. i felt bad because i knew you felt alone after your brother left. i'm so so sorry for leaving you behind.

it's okay... you have no reason to be sorry chris i wanted you to fulfill your dream and now you made it. and you're good in what you're doing.

thank you lixie
what's wrong?

it's nothing!

then where is the fluffy and bobbly lix?

chris... i changed
it's been years...

you promised me you won't change for others.

i'm sorry
i'll leave you now

bye little lix... please come back to yourself soon, i can tell when people act

After Felix send some of the screenshots he took of the conversation to the groupchat of his friends and asks them if he was too harsh he lends down and starts to think. Think about the time when he was a sunshine. Now his dark and uncolorful clothes have replaced the colorful and sometimes even girly clothes. His earrings became long and looked complicated, the funny stars are gone. Make-up covers his freckles. He never smiles. He's quiet. If Chan would see him right now, he wouldn't recognize him. Because Felix changed. But not how teenagers usually change, he changes how a person trying to hide themself. Because this person got hurted too often. Because this person had to hear an insult one time too often.
Felix changed. Because Chan wasn't there anymore to protect him.
Felix always wanted a person to protect him, he might seem sometimes intimitating with his low voice and those dance moves but in his heart he is a baby. A baby that needs protection.

@ cbsteddy changed the groupname to gays appreciate 3RACHA

@ cbsteddy
THE chan messages you and you replay like THIS??

@ spearme
i was mad, okay?
like he was gone for EIGHT years and now he comes back and acts like he would know me?!
that's so...

@ j.kitty
lixie... as your brother i know how easy you get hurt. As your brother i can tell that you want nothing more than the old chris back. I know what he gave you, I know how much you loved him. I know that you're scarred, baby brother, but he won't hurt you, I promise.

@ jisquirrel
you're right, he would never

@ 3rachasminnie
HOW would YOU know??