/It's a bad day-
-It's a bad day-
-It's a bad day/
How do you have a good day?
How do you not self-sabotage your happiness?
It's supposed to be a good day.
I felt fine. I felt okay. I felt fine.
But I thought too much.
And now I dropped.
How do you have a good day?
How do you have a good day?
How do you have a good day?
Relapse
Relapse
Relapse
I want to relapse
Why do I want to relapse?
Why am I so uncomfortable being okay?
Why am I uncomfortable feeling okay?
Why am I terrified of being happy?
Have I dropped so many times that it doesn't feel like a drop anymore?
Is it really to the point that the drop feels like my regular?
I was okay,
I was fine,
I was having an okay day.
Why did I push myself down?
Why did think until I felt bad?
/Why? What happened? Why?\
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Depression Session
RandomHello, for the sake of names, you can call me Jaxin (not my actual name, but I always did love that one.) This is the storage shed for all my thoughts when I'm having one of my "sessions". This is my safe space for me the come and sort out what I'm...
