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Why is it every time I adore you,
I lose you?

Just when I began to love you fully, thinking I'm safe from the pain,
I find myself reeling from a slap to the face.

I find myself running my fingers softly across your name and saying "I still love you."

Am I finally just another dusty trophy memory?

I'm trying not to be bitter.
I'm trying not to be angry.
I'm trying not to feel betrayed... again.

It's still numb from the last time and now it just stings...

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