I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
If the life is worth the pain.
If the pain is worth the weight.
If my breath is worth the tears.
If a smile is worth the numbness.
If the numbness is worth my life.
Is it worth it anymore?
Can you tell me?
Reach out
Try to catch me
Watch me fall.
I can't stand it,
I don't know how I made it like this.
I hate this
This mortality of life.
Sitting in school when I want to cut
Sitting in class when I don't care
Surrounded by empty minds
And shallow souls
And I am covered in scars.
A wounded creature
With its head down
Blood dripping from its eyes
Tongue bitten off and foaming at it's lips.
And hands neatly folded in front of it.
Beaten
Heart barely beating
Don't look up
Don't speak out
Don't move too much lest you open another wound.
Throat ripped out and tasting like wine.
It's sorrows sound like a sob
In the middle of a dark night
To echo out among the shadows
To swallow the noise
So no one will know
No one will hear
No one will come to her side
No one will stop her.
Let her break Let her bleed Let her die Let her GO.
You can't save her...
Let her go...
Let her die...
Let her wilt and blow away...
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Depression Session
Slumpmässig kategoriHello, for the sake of names, you can call me Jaxin (not my actual name, but I always did love that one.) This is the storage shed for all my thoughts when I'm having one of my "sessions". This is my safe space for me the come and sort out what I'm...
