Insecure

Chapter 15

Nae p.o.v :

I woke up next to man man in a hospital room. All the memories of yesterday filled my head . I walked over to Q and kissed his forehead . I grabbed man man and we headed to Burger King , then to the house to take showers. I got out the shower and put on some black joggers with a orange nike shirt and orange kds. I put my hair in a messy bun and grabbed a pair of pearls off my dresser. Man man had on some holister sweat pants with a lime green vest . He had on his air force ones and a SnapBack. We headed to the hospital . We walked into Q's room and his baby mama was there again . What do this bitch not understand . I rolled my eyes at her and payed my attention back to Q . He still looked the same as yesterday . He looked peaceful and calm . I sat beside his bed and brushed his waves. I shaved his face and kissed his face. His baby mama watched in silence , I wish that bitch would say something cause she on thin ice with me. Man man watched Disney channel on the tv while rubbed Q's hair. After about 10 minutes his baby mama stormed out the room . Good her ass shoulda never came. I got a text from Ty telling me she was coming over . I don't wanna leave the hospital though, I can't lie I've grown feelings for Ty I just don't know what type of feelings. She Is so sweet and nice but I'm just not attracted to girls. Maybe I caught feelings for her personality, she is a pretty girl though . I called Ty and told her I was at the hospital and wasn't gonna be home until later. She assured me that it was fine and that she would come over when I got home. I dropped my phone in my lap and looked at q. I love him so much. I never thought I would fall in love , how I use to do it . I was a player , and yes females can be players too ! I had the mindset of a nigga , that's why I never got played or hurt . It's so boring at this hospital but I can sit here all day after about 6 hours of crying and staring at Q I decided to gone home and meet up with Ty , she can cheer me up. I got home and texted Ty to come over. Ty came over In nike of course, she know I love nike. She was looking mighty fine but I'll never tell her that. We sat on the couch and started watching tv. She caught me staring a couple times but I didn't even care. She laid her head in my lap and I played in her hair. I could tell something was on her mind so I asked . "Penny for your thoughts" I said looking down at her. "Nothing , I just wanna know why Tf u keep staring at me punk" she said jokingly "cause I can .. You mines right ? " I snapped back "I'm whatever you want me to be " she smiled. "I meant you mines as in best friends asswipe" I said laughing . "Call me another asswipe " she said sitting up . "ASSSSSSSSWIPEEEEEE" I yelled slowly . She grabbed me off the couch and slammed me back down .. I grabbed her by the fro and pulled her head down. I bit her cheek and she winced in pain. " aww you fucker ! You bout to get it." She said with a smirk . She picked me up and laid me across her lap . I squirmed to break her hold but she was to strong. WHACK ! she smacked the shit out my ass. I squirmed some more trying to move and she did it again . "Stop I'm sorry Ty " I said sincerely . She stopped and took a breath . "I'm sorry imma rub it for you." She said with a smirk , she began rubbing where she hit me at. The shit was stinging bad, I wanted to say stop but I couldn't get the words out. I let out a moan on accident. I couldn't help myself , I finally got me words together to speak. "St-stop t-Ty" I said stuttering . "Quit fighting it nae." She said kiss my lower back. I was speechless I had no words to say. I got up from across her lap and sat up straight . It was so awkward for me , does this even count as cheating ? Lord I'm so fucked up in the head . I walked upstairs to my bed leaving Ty downstairs. She followed me about 5 minutes later. She laid behind me and kissed my neck. I turned around and looked her in the eyes . They were full of lust and love I looked away. I took her arms from around me and she pulled me against her . Lord I'm so confused 😩

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For anyone who is confused nae is with Q but she has feelings for Ty . She is not gay nor bisexual but she is considering it because of her feelings for Ty. She will never leave Q For Ty. She only considering of having Ty as a sideline but she dosent want nobody to know . Ty on the other hand has feelings for nae and wants them to be together and wants everyone to know . She doesn't want Q IN THE PICTURE AT ALL ...