I Saved the CEO(SLOW UPDATES)

21- Overthinking

Jade's POV

He kissed me. And he hasn't stopped.

He just kept kissing me even though I haven't kissed him back I just let my lips loose.

It felt like I was kissing back but I wasn't. But damn was he a good kisser.

But I couldn't keep going. Its wrong.

I put my hand on his chest and pushed him away.

"What's wrong? You don't like it?" He looked disappointed.

"You have a girlfriend."

"So?" He asked bluntly. "I don't love her anymore."

He tried leaning in again but I moved my head back.

"Stop. This is wrong. We work together and it's not fair to Jessica."

"Why do you hate her?" He asked.

"Shouldn't I be asking you that? I know she's awful. But what drove you to the point to cheat on her?"

"Who cares? She hurt me and I want her to feel the same pain. Don't you?"

I froze. I did. I would absolutely love to make Jessica feel the same pain I did.

When I didn't say anything to him he smirked.

"That's what I thought." He nuzzled his face into my neck and began kissing it.

My hand was still on him. I slightly gripped his shoulder as he placed kissing on my neck.

I came to my senses quick and pushed him away from me.

I got off the desk and began walking towards the door. "I need to think."

When I left his office I slammed the door behind me and leaned against it.

I let out the breath I didn't realize I was holding it and let out small breaths to calm down.

My heart felt like it was beating a million miles a minute.

I kept letting out shaky breaths and my legs felt like jello.

I leaned my head back.

"Ampy what do I do?" I whispered to myself.

I feel like I'm slowly loosing my mind. I keep trying to talk to Amparo.

I'm going crazy.

I felt a lone tear run down my cheek as I let out a shaky breath.

I want to leave and just cry it out or hit something I don't know what I want to do.

But I can't leave. I have to stay here and protect Jax.

No matter what.

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Jax's POV

I came into work very late and I haven't been able to focus and I had been working in a dimly lit room.

My mind kept wondering away from my computer.

All I could think about is Jade right outside my office.

I keep thinking of what she knows about last night.

She had one drink and I don't know her alcohol tolerance.

What does she think about last night?

I keep debating if I should go to her but I can't.

Anyone can come in through the elevator and catch us.