✖Burden✖ | ° JKxBTS °

☆They Know?☆

Jimin P.O.V

What the doctor said can not be true.
Jungkook is our precious bunny and I can't believe that he could lie to us..no its not true and doctor is not right!

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BTS P.O.V

Cough... Cough

"Kook-ah?"

We all heard cough from the side where Jungkook was so we turned to him and we were in shock

"Jungkook!"

"Kookie!?"

Jungkook P.O.V

Can't they be a little bit quieter?

Really? Jungkook? Really?

What do you want again? Can't you just go away or dissappear?!

When you die I dissappear with you, so you must handle me for your death..

OH God...

Cough... Cough

Amazing! I can't have another panic attack! What will they think about me then? I'm not strong? I'm not perfect? I'm weak?!

"Kook-ah?"

Oh right.. I forgot about them.. Just breath..

"Jungkook!"

"Kookie!?"

Why they call me like that? They hate me so why..?

They want to piss you of!
They want your death!
Just kill yourself!

Can you just shit up?!! I know what I must to do! So... just wait! And you see that I'm not weak like you think!

You are weak Jungkook and we both know that. You can't do thi...

"Jungkook-ah? Are you alright? Can you hear us?"

I have sore throat so I just nodded.
I must act like I don't know anything. They can't know...

"Thanks god.."

"Tae!"

"Alright, alright.. Sorry ,,mom"

"Agrhh Stop calling me mom!" - Jin-hyung shouted

I remember when we used to be really close and we liked to piss him off. I miss old times.

"Jungkook-ah? Do you have a headache or are you dizzy?"

"Wat... er"

I thing it's enough for them to understand what I want.

"Oh.. Right. Here"

"Cough.. Cough"

"Slow down kid.."

"So, now you can tell us if something hurt you? Call a doctor?"

"I just have a little headache and I'm a little bit dizzy but doctor is not needed.. But guys?.."

"Yes?"

"Why I'm in the hospital and why are you here?"

"So you don't remember huh?"

I remember now everything but you can't know that

"Yea-ah, I don't remember"

"You had a panic attack when we arrived to the company and then you lost consciousness but when doctor checked you he said it's nothing serious.. for now"

Don't tell me that he saw cuts?!! No! He didn't! Right? But wait what ,,for now" means?

"For now?"

"He said that if you have panic attack after wake up this can be serious"

"Ohh"

So.. Am I really that weak?

Did you find out about that just know? You're really pathetic!

"Jungkook? We need to talk about something....."

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I gathered some strength so you have an update!!
It was really hard weekend for me because of my depression but I want to update for you guys.
So I hope that you like that chapter :D

Have a nice day or night and see you next time.
Bye..