Erika
Wow.. it's been quite a while.. Everything.. has just gone downhill from last time..
Jake and I were going to have our baby.. boy..
Yeah.. that's right.. 'were'..
We lost him.
After that.. everything was.. different, in so many ways.
Jake and I would fight a lot.. which would end up in him sleeping on the couch and us not talking for long periods of time.
In fact, one time, I actually left the house and got a hotel room.. we didn't speak for a week!
So... we got a divorce..
Jake was the most important thing in my life to me.. He saved me multiple times.. he cared and loved me.. but now.. now that's all gone..
It was really difficult the first..
Year.
Yeah.. I had a few Rocky episodes.. afterwards they never went well.
I didn't speak to anyone.
My family.
My friends.
I isolated myself and kept away from any human being possible.
I've lost contact with all my old friends.. Sunny.. Logan.. Chloe.. Mack.. Kade.. Lauren.. Adam.. Anthony..
Haven't spoken to them all since that day we found out we lost our baby at the hospital.
We then texted a few times.. but since then.. no contact was made.
I lost my 2 boys..
My best friends..
My family.
This is just a little chapter 😚❤️
I hope u guys like this, I'm still working on it as this/these are being posted so bare with me on this one 😂🙈❤️
Also, I hope you guys are all ok during this crazy time! Stay home and keep safe. 💓
