Rants

Shame on me

It's still somehow my fault, isn't it? I did nothing yet it's all my fault.

I threw up today, I cried so hard.

I've been trying for you guys.

I'm a better person now.

But hearing those words on the screen.

I'm not drama addicted. I'm not trying to start anything...

I just want my life back. But you won't give me it back..

Why me? I'm the one trying the hardest... Guess that means you have to try harder to weigh me down...

Please let me go. I need to breathe.

One happy day is all I'm asking for. A single day without tears. A single day without sorrow or loss or fear.

I'm tired of being stalked in real life.

I'm tired of being compared to horrible people.

I'm tired of having to constantly prove myself to people when it'll never be enough.

I'm tired of hurting.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of trying.

Just one happy day.

Just one smile.

Just one bit of happiness.

Does dragging me into depression make you feel better?

Do i suffer for your benefit?

Do you enjoy this?

I can't breathe.

Please let me go...

It's all my fault, right?

Please....