AMERICXPLORA

1: Introduction

Please note some of the names here might be changed For security purposes. Please if you know me in person, anything here you read should not be broadcasted to anyone or else all the things that are bad will locate you yes👹👹👹👹,. Yes so be it.
And this story contain vital information about me so please I place my trust in your hands dont betray me.

I was in Lagos when mummy sent a text, I guess I was busy writing Episode 6 or 8 of brown skin girl, abeg let me not lie. Message as follows

"Ayo get Ready, me and Joseph has discussed, the money that the Canada school refunded will be used to pay for the ticket. You are travelling to the US by the end of the month.

After I saw this message, I was kind of shocked, I never prepared for this but I knew within me that my life was about to be changed forever.

My name is Ayomide Aderemi born on the month of March 26 2001, in Makurdi Benue Nigeria. the first born out of 2 male children.
Many of those around me refer to me as a Sissy( a boy that behaves like a girl) but that's their own opinion of me because I know that am the most flexible person on earth trying to see all things from all points of view. Those that know me too well, knows that am not a Sissy am just a guy that seeks for too much attention. but all of this has now become a thing of the past.

I grew up in a broken family no dad around but theres Mum, I always felt bad though as I remembered praying to God for them to come back but up till now its still the same.

Mum has been a huge part of my life, we both live in the quarters in Federal Capital territory in Abuja Nigeria with my brother Eboh. I can say when staying with my mum I am in middle class because when we go to the shopping mall we check the price tags, to the extent that am now used to it whether I have money or not.
My Dad on the otherhand is a multi millionaire in dollars you can google Aderemi's in Nigeria, one of the wealthiest socialite Clan in Nigeria, but I don't live that way, in fact anyone that see us( I and my brother) Will not believe that our Father is our Father. When I am with my dad I don't bother to check price tag except during the Buharis first year of government things where very tough for Nigerians then no matter who you were.
My Dad is a wonderful man even after everything. He remains the most generous soul I have ever known.
My both parents are quite the opposite of each other one believes in grace the other believe in hard work.
They both believe in God but my mum is Gods first daughter her love for God is far away above that of my Dad.

I thank God for the kind of mother I have even if she annoys me sometimes I understand everything she goes through as a single mum.

Since I was little I felt unloved, most of time I do feel depressed, sad and anxious, I try to sustain any relationship I have with people by any means even if I had to compromise I suffered from low self esteem, abuse and it's even a testimony am alive today because they were so many Suicide tendencies especially when I was little. I was a loner but by his grace all this became a thing of the past.
I became okay as I grew older but I became better but I couldn't still control the fact that all this thing were still there. Because when I was focusing on being okay something kept on leaving a scar on me, which was the habit of resinma. this habit brought pain, tears and made me a broken soul, I prayed to God. To stop Resinma but I couldn't just stop it, it kept on happening on and on for years.
Every now and then I wondered God when is it going to change. I never knew that change was beside me

I finally got determined and I stopped resinma but I usually have lapses which is actually believed to be Normal.

Well this is not what this story is all about but I just want you to know the in-depth about me so that you can fully understand every single thing in this story.

The story is titled Americxplora read and enjoy how i explored the United States.
Know more about me and become obsessed with my life,
I want you to know that whatever you are going through all the wattpaders in viewing this page you are not alone. Join me as I go on a journey of self improvement and discovery.

Thanks.