it turns out people only want to write poetry about love and pain too.
i don't want to be ashamed of it
because i'm tired of feeling guilt
tired of feeling like my creativity
has to be linked to something higher than misery
or painful pining
be it for a person a place or a state of being.
all of this is just a prelude
for me saying "oh no! i've done it again!"
i've fallen for an emotionally distant child-man!
it's terrifying because it's only happened once before
and i'm scared out of my mind because my heart is still sore
from the last painful rejection
from the last one year
and i don't know if i can do it again
because of all the things i still feel.
i don't want to write poems about all the things i love
because then it seems like i love too much
so it means too little
i wish i could write how i feel without feeling like
i'm begging for approval.
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bittersweet recollections of your adolescence // 2019 poetry collection
Poetry❝ consider this: the world does not need saving- you do. ❞