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chapter 18 | Love isn't a choice

"Show me those texts," I stretch my hand out to him, cutting his sentence short. He takes his phone out of his phone his pocket and with his shaky hands, get through the messages that were sent between him and Jungkook, before giving handing it to me.

I grab it and read what he was talking about.

[ I'm going to beat you up for hitting my chest yesterday you bitch. You're gonna regret it once I'll face you again! >

< I'm not scared of you small dick. ]

[ that small dick of mine pounded your girlfriend a lot of times my dude so shut up if you don't want me to tell you how much she liked it😌 >

< Say that again and I kill you ]

[ What? That I had sex with my baby y/n multiple times?😍 >

< I'm gonna fucking deck you Jaemin I'm not kidding! Keep on playing it smart and you might regret it hard ]

[ I won't ever regret it. Regrets are an excuse for the weak >

< You are weak. With all the things that y/n told me about you and how bad you were in bed, you should stfu ]

[ She would never say that >

< she did. She told me you both were having sex for you to practice and be better at this so that just shows how bad you were and you never made her squirt which is something a real man only can give to his woman ]

[ Stop lying. I'm not joking anymore Jungkook >

< You suddenly don't like it anymore now that I'm the one pissing you off with the truth uh? Only a weak guy would brag about his sexual skills. You enjoy talking about my girl and working me up bcs you know how possessive I am with her. If you dont want to believe what I'm saying then good, idgaf bcs I know it's the truth. Just remember that if she didn't want to stay with you and was not attached to you enough to not get with another man, that's just the proof that you were not good enough to satisfy her sexually ]

[ You're a real fucking asshole. I was just joking! Are you happy to fucking hurt me with those types of words?! I only told you I had sex with her bcs you keep on making fun of me with my dick! I would have detailed it I was a bitch >

< Just mentioning the fact that you slept with my girlfriend is something I cannot stand. I told you to shut your mouth ]

[ Fuck you. You're being a bastard rn >

< do not talk about y/n ever again. She's mine and you better get that in your fucking head. ]

I drift my eyes away from the screen as the end of the conversation just relieved me, at least I don't have to read more of it. "Even if Jungkook hurt you...I can't believe that the person I thought was my best friend did something so disgusting to me..."

"Y/n..." he chokes up on his words but rises from his position, to take my hand in both of his cold ones. "The only thing I did was to show her the videos...I didn't know she would take them and publish them once I would be away...I would never have done this even if he had done worse...I just..." his sorrowful gaze deeply hits me right in the feels, his hands trembling onto mine. "I...I don't like to know you with another guy..."

He leaves me dumbfounded. I must have misheard what he said, he cannot have implied that he fell in love with me and want me for him only.

"Jaemin..." his name runs out of my mouth feebly, as if I couldn't think straight for more. "What the hell are you talking about...?"