My Love Is A Gangster(completed)

chapter 39(editing)

Eva's pov :

i laid down on Nickolas's chest one of my hand playing with his hair while the other rested on his chest , i could feel every breath he took with his chest rising up and down , his right hand was resting on my shoulder while the left hand played with me hair , i can feel his gaze on my face , as if he was doubting  something 

"love ! what's wrong ?"

"uhmmm" nick answered obviously not hearing what i said , i lifted my head and looked at him confused

"Nickolas , what's wrong , you have been staring at me for a while ?" 

"nothing i was just thinking about something , that's all " he said as he looked at me and caressed my cheek 

"liar , you cant lie to me , i can tell , just say it "

"you wont be mad at me ?" he said obviously worried about my reaction , which made stare at him for a second , something must be really wrong if he is worried , i lifted the sheets around my chest and sat up as i looked at him and touched his cheek with my slightly cold hand 

"i wont be mad , i promise " i smiled to reassure him 

"we didn't use protection in the shower" it took me a while  to register his words in my mind , but when they did , my face turned pale at the thought of what the doctor said , nick must have felt my discomfort as he got up and sat beside me , he caressed my face as he spoke tenderly with obvious concern in his voice and eyes 

"love , are you okay , i am sorry , i should have been more carful" he tried to calm me down , "Eva , please say something , do you-- not want a baby , i know that its soon  , and we haven't been a relationship for a long time but i can never imagine someone else as the mother of my children " with every word Nickolas said , i felt my heart break to pieces . 

"that's not it !" i said in a whisper 

"then what's wrong love , you have to tell me ?" i took a deep breath as i looked at Nickolas in the eyes , i let out a cold laugh 

"i am sorry nick , i didn't want to tell you before because i was scared "

"scared of what? , Eva your making me worried here " i took a deep breath in as i felt my tears blurring my vision 

"when i had the surgery done , the doctor told me that because my body well get weaker the chances of me getting pregnant is slim , and even if i do , the chance that i can handle pregnancy isn't that high" i said as a quit sob escaped my lips , when i was raised , i never knew what fear was , i never knew what love was , but know that i knew , i am so scared to lose the man in front of me that i was shaking and trembling , because of his unknown reaction .

i felt two hands slowly engulf me in a warm embrace , he patted my head as he whispered soothing words in my ear 

"don't cry love , there is no such thing as impossible , as long as we have each other we will be fine , i don't need anything else , got it ?" i  nodded my head as i let my tears pour down on the warm and safe shoulder that was holding me , after a while we both laid down on the bed as we continued to hug each other 

"are you sure ?" i whispered 

"sure , everything well be fine " he said before he hovered over me with a smirk on his face 

"and by the way miss queens , don't you underestimate me , i think i have enough little guys to try and get you pregnant for a life time " i laughed out loud as nick talked with a serious look on his face , all of a sudden he held both of my hands above my head as he came down and whispered in my ear 

"let me show you what i mean miss queens " i shivered as his hot breath touched my ear , and like that we continued making love until the sun reached the skies , and i slept exhausted from how much torture i had to through , just because i laughed . 

time skip , two weeks later : 

Nickolas's pov:

its been a two weeks since the day me and Eva had that conversation ,and everything have been going really well , she recently stopped taking her medications since her body got back to its original health and she has been insisting on coming back to work , which i obviously have been saying no to , but lately she has been threatening me that if i don't let her come back within a week she well quiet and find another job , which i will not allow her too , so i decided to get her back to work but in a couple of days , and my mother is doing a lot better , i am going to get her home today sadly she has to use the wheelchair for a while , but she will get better with time . 

a soft knock was heard at the door ,while i continued reading the fail in my hand i shouted come in , 

"what is it joseph ?" i said without lifting my head , until i heard soft chuckle which could turn me crazy every time i hear it 

"nothing i just thought i would pick up my lovely boyfriend my self " 

"uhmmm good choice girlfriend " i laughed a bit as i waved my hand to tell eva to come towards me , she slowly walked towards me and stopped right before my desk , i held her hand and kissed the top of it 

"did you eat lunch ?" 

"no not yet and you ?"

"no i thought we could eat it together after we pick up your mother from the hospital " 

"good choice love , lets go then "

"don't you have to finish these files first ?"

"i am the boss , i can finish them when i want Eva " i said with a smirk on my face , i held her hand and started walking towards the door , but i stopped in my tracks as the door opened wide and behind it stood the one face that i didn't want Eva to see...

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hey guys sorry for the late update , had a long day !!! anyway i hope you like and thank you for reading as always and as always don't forget to comment and vote.