Can You Hold Me

Memories

* Warning RAPE*

Jungkook's Flashback/POV

           I was breathing heavily, running for my life terrified of what would happen to me . The alpha behind me wasn't stopping at all his pace getting faster catching up to me. The 16 year old omega no, I was 16 experiencing my first heat I wanted to go to the store to get somethings but an alpha started chasing me. I could tell from the scent he was giving off that he was horny and wanted an omega to take care of him . As I was running I started to become exhausted my pace slowed and the alpha quickened . 

          " Thought you could run away from me" the alpha chuckled. " ha what a foolish move omega but i'm not going to lie you have a breath taking behind if anything it turned me on even more ." "Please leave me alone " I squeaked. The alpha got closer to me and pulled me close to his chest, " I'm not gonna hurt at least not now but I will leave you sore for a few days " he said as he pulled out his phone . In less than 5 minutes a limo pulled up and the alpha shoved me in the car.

          " Take me home " the man said in a cold tone that it sent shivers down my body . He moved closer to me and started to stoke my thigh as much as I hated this my body felt good . God did I hate this I was so vulnerable being in my heat ,the man started to kiss my neck while rolling up the window so the driver won't see us. " God your so beautiful I can't wait to just take you home and make you mines in every way possible . "he whispered in my ear making my body become even more hotter . 

               The alpha started to kiss me very rough on the lips , I was surprised and open my mouth a little giving the man access to shove his tongue in my mouth and devour me. I was scared I didn't want my first heat to be like this I wanted someone who loved me to take away my virginity . I felt tears slowly fall down my face I didn't want this , " eomma why are you never here when I need you the most !! "I thought to myself. "Hey it's okay i'll promise to be gentle with you " the man said wiping away my tears giving me a genuine smile . "We're here sir " the driver said he sounded a little annoyed .

           " Thank you Seokjin here is your tip for today " the alpha said sounding annoyed as well . He rolled down the window and glared at the driver handing him a $100 bill . The driver took the money and looked at me through the front view mirror and gave me a worried look like he was concerned he suddenly mouthed "are you okay ?". I shook my head suddenly, the alpha grabbed by the wrist and dragged me into his mansion.

           The alpha took me into the room and shoved me onto a bed . He took a minute to absorb my body and all my curves . Then he looked at my flustered red face and puffy eyes while looking he bit his lips while trying to unbuckle his belt . " Come here " he said coldly. Not wanting to get hurt a walked at a fast pace to him . " Get on your knees " , I did what I was told and got on my knees . " I won't hurt you as long as you follow the rules did you understand ?" he questioned . I was confused rules what rules there are rules to being raped I thought to my self , I just nodded my head . " Rule one call me daddy or master. 

            Rule two do as I say or your going to be punished do you understand " he said . " Yes" I said and nodded . "Strip" the alpha said I looked at him confused . " You want me to strip " I asked shocked then I felt liquids leaking from my ass . " Fuck" I mumbled feeling the cramps in my stomach getting worse I whimpered. "Aww your heat just started baby" he said walking close to me kneeling down and picking me up bridal style placing me on the bed . His touched made me moan and groan the touch of an alpha while you're in heat gives you a euphoric feeling. The alpha slowly started to remove my clothes leaving me in nothing but my soaked boxers.

                 The alpha started to kiss me passionately , he moved down to my neck leaving all types of unwanted hickeys . He started to grind his ass my member and god did that feel good. I tried my hardest to hold back my moans but the alpha and my heat made it harder. " It's okay let out all your moans enjoy it while this last." the alpha said as he pulled down my pants leaving me fully exposed and embarrassed. " Bend over and get on your knees " he said huskily .

               I started to sob he was really going to rape me , the tears in my eyes wouldn't stop flowing . " ugh, shut the fuck up annoying bitch " he yelled scaring me and forcing me into the position and shoving his member inside. " Ahh!! Stop it hurts please stop " I screamed in pain, the alpha just kept thrusting . "Fuck, you're so tight... it makes no sense" he said panting. I could feel a bubble inside my stomach form as the alpha continued to pound my insides it was painful then, he hit my prostate leaving me a mess as he released his seed into me. " I'm sorry I was rough on you it's just I was getting impatient and needed to release my seed, oh and from now on your going to be living here ." the alpha said moving closer kissing my forehead leaving me a trembling mess.

3 weeks later...

I stood in the bathroom crying as I looked at the test . This can't be happening I can't be.... I sat in the bathroom floor in tears until I heard the front door open I quickly used my sleeves to wipe away my tears and shoved the test into my pocket as I went to greet the person. " Daddy" I said hugging the alpha who came through the door and kissed him on the forehead . " Baby how was your day " he said kissing me on the lips , I just shrugged and walked to the kitchen. " Dinner is ready come sit and eat " I said grabbing the plate full of food and sat it on the island while gesturing the man to come sit down .

            " Smells good " the alpha said stuffing his mouth with food. I wrapped my arms around his neck and asked " daddy how do you feel about kids? " " they're alright ...why " he asked. I pulled out the test and showed him the test completely scared of what his response would be . Suddenly he got up and hug and kissed my stomach and screamed "i'm going to be a dad " I smiled and was content with the reaction he gave me . Few months passed and I found out I was having twin girls and gave the most beautiful name Chin-Sun and Mi Sun ( A/n translation Chin-Sun means The one who seeks truth and goodness in everything and Mi Sun means Beauty and goodness)

My pack was under attack rapist was killed and due to such much stress I miscarried it's something ill never talk about how my so called loved died and my beautiful girls .

END OF FLASHBACK

" Chin-Sun ....Mi Sun" I mumbled TO BE CONTINUED......