Can you feel the laughter?
Feel the echo?
Bet your eyes can't hear
And your ears are blind too
I know what I said
I'm not crazy, I'm not on crack
I'm telling you
I'm rewiring my brain
Undoing every single cell
My form is a denatured seed
Can't germinate for shit
No way in hell I'm blooming
This unnecessary useless work I'm doing
Watering death itself
What the fuck was I thinking??
I'm sucking the life out of my soul
Do I make sense?
Oh honey I don't
I can't grow up as myself
And I'm so sorry for thatself
I'm dead to me more than I'm to you
And no, I'm not high on weed
I'm sane, just too sane for the humanity
