If only, if only
You weren't so homey
If only the snow hadn't melted away
The summer hadn't come to stay
If only I had looked at you boldly
And your arms embraced me coldly
Maybe I was a fool to avoid the heat
But your snow was just so sweet
Maybe it was unholy
And maybe I loved you, solely-
For those eyes
Those cold eyes you swore were mine
Now, I feel the harsh sunlight
I try to talk to you, but you avoid my plights
You know what, maybe I am fucking lonely
Oh, if I could dance with you again
Just like when we were snowy
If only, if only
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Everything I Bottled Up
ŞiirI've failed to genuinely express myself for most of my life, but that finally ends here. This is everything I've bottled up, kept hidden, and should've said. Ranked: #4 in poems #24 in poetrycollection #3 in writings #19 in prose #6 in self-love