Crying my heart out
Friends that I rely on
Wont come
I was there in their darkest page
I didn't make a sound
I didn't frown
Now it is my burning page
I thought they would come
I knew I was wrong
Some knew what I'm going through
Some don't
But no matter how many friends I told about my book
Most care don't
They're busy I know
It's stressful , they show
But mine is worst
It's a curse
Mental breakdown
Nearly drown
No one comes
Only days that count
Begging like beggars
It wasn't on purpose
I'm facing through the worst
But this is just a world
God only knows my fault
God only knows I'm tough
God loves me at all cost
People only love me when I have cost
I get it they're on duty
I get it they're too busy
But I only ask for one more help
They think my bad luck is capped
Family think I'm crazy
Family don't fit in with me
Friends can be found easily
But the real ones are in discovery
I am so disappointed in you
You said you'd come through
Perhaps my existence won't bother you no more
Let's pretend I don't care anymore
I'm exhausted
I expected higher
That is always my best mistake
I need to cool down my own fire
You're the God who stays
Hold me when I'm about to stray
Hug me when I feel like away
Listen to me when I pray
I guess this is it
I won't care about friendship
Eventhough it used to be my shit
Now just fuck that shit
Crawling into the trap
My life is now a mess
But I won't fall for his crap
I'd rather die than to kiss his ass
God this is just me
Now it is my life story
No more man to care about
It's just me and my roundabout
It is just me and my roundabout
