At first they dont even give a shit about me
My choice, my life and even my necessary
But now after i packed my things to go further
They suddenly play their role as a mother father brother
I hate to deal the fact that Im always being controlled
But I know its the best future that i hold
I say i love this i love that theres nothing that i really mean
What they dont know is i love to write the songs and thats my dream!
I used to pick astronaut as my ambition
But thats just a crazy dream that I love science fiction
Imagine flying in the solar system but its just imagination
Now i dont wanna think about it cause it drives me hesitation
Honestly Im scared of what my future would be
But i know people my age are also thinking bout it
I wanna be rich I dont wanna be poor
But does my effort that rich or is it still blurred?
Oh how i wish that my hobby is my best future
But nah world is so cruel that it wont make you so sure
Like in the street that you have to face the traffic
Well thats how your goals would be that theres no fast and easy
Every day I keep thinking would i still be the same
Or this surrounding would take me out the pace?
I hope it wont be like that cause I dont wanna lose my friends
What I call friends are the ones that will keep me in their lense
Talking about friends ah it always make me feel down
Will my future friends here would be as crazy as them?
I hope it so but that would be more scary
Cause Im scared that I would probably delete the olds from memory
No no I hope i wont cause Allah is still here
As long as He is here our friendship wont be like beer
Like sometimes good sometimes bad until we unsure
So lets keep in touch and make ours cure and pure
Talking about family nah i dont know but still sad
Sadder that i have to leave my dearest house and my lovely cat
His name is Chiki i hope he would hear me
Cause i wanna whisper at him "please cry and wait for me!".
