Jonahs POV
Once Camryn left to go to her therapy room i got up from the bed and made it perfectly for us to lay in when she gets back
i sit on the chair next to the bed and text my mom to ask her to go to our house and bring some stuff to us
once i text her the list of stuff i need i text David asking for a call
i need to get rid of Tate cause i really have no feelings for her at all
when we have sex... let me rephrase when my manager tells me i need to have sex with her i feel nothing
literally no emotion except for regret and sadness that it's not with my real girlfriend
i'm actually surprised that Tate hasn't been suspicious of anything
she's never been to my house except once when Camryn was on a family vacation that i couldn't go on because i was sick
other than that one time we've only hung out at her house or at random places for 'dates'
i'm even forced to say i love her when i really don't
yeah she's a nice girl but i don't love her like that maybe we can be friends i don't know
she might hate me because i've been leading her on for two years but i'm honestly okay with that
maybe if she doesn't like me it will be better in the long run for me and Cam's relationship
after a few minutes David texts me and says he'll call me in a few
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"hey Jonah what's up" david says once i answer his phone call
he finally called me and i'm going to ask about the situation with tate and cam
camryn should be back in about an hour so i'll have time to have a long conversation about everything
"hi david something recently happened to me and i need to talk about it with you"
"okay what is it?"
"well yesterday i got into a car accident with my girlfriend, my REAL girlfriend. and i'm fine nothings wrong with me except for my car, however my girlfriend is paralyzed from her waist down. and so we're at the hospital while she goes through therapy and well last night i ended up telling her about the band. and i also told her about Tate. and of course she got upset as anyone would. and asked for me to call things off with her which i agree. but i realize i need to talk to you about that and so that's what i'm doing. so i ask you if you could please let me stop this with Tate and let me be with my girlfriend"
"why would you tell her that"
"she asked about the band and it slipped"
"well i'm sorry jonah but it's apart of the contract. you need to have a girlfriend"
"and i do have one"
"yes and her names tate"
"no david her names Camryn. listen my girlfriend is paralyzed she needs me to be 100% committed to her and i can't go back and forth and be with tate"
"how about a compromise"
"okay what is it"
"how about we let Tate know about your girlfriend and they meet. and we let Tate be your girlfriend to the world and Camryn can be your girlfriend to yourself. We can tell Tate about Camryn and let her know it was just for press. and if she's fine with it then she's your girlfriend for everyone else, and you guys can end it for real. and if she doesn't that's good you guys say you broke up and then a few months later you can go and say you and Camryn just got together. is that okay"
"okay i guess"
"thank you jonah well talk to Camryn about everything and let her know i say sorry for what happened"
"alright bye" i hang up and sigh
i guess that's good enough
