Love is the one who BROKE me into pieces
I can't even thought it will come to me
And show how's love will be
Since the day I met you
I can't say 'NO'
NO, cause I don't want to be hurt
NO, cause I don't want to be fall
NO, cause I don't want to be timid
NO, cause I don't want to take a risk
But then, all my NO's and DON'Ts are vanish because of YOU
You show me how beautiful is love
You are my lamp
In this world full of sorrows and darkness
Rather you give me happiness
However I thought
We are perfect together
I left you there
Cause of I'm tired
Of waiting for you
I'm tired of our situation
I'm tired of our destination
that we have
How could it be?
Giving up to someone you love is not easy
It gives me a full wrecked thoughts
that reminds me all my flaws
you always love
My flaws together with my attitude
that you always keep being patient
just to understand me
Saying sorry if you got mistake
But you always do it
Again and again
I always forgive you
But I am human too
Feeling hurt and losing hope
Like a kangaroo in the rope
So I let you go
I know , you won't give up
Cause few months later
You are still there
Waiting for my return
You always bugging all my loveones
You ask for help to my family
Just to make me happy
You tell my peers
To have a cheers
Just to ask permission
For some reason
Mission to bring me back unto you
I appreciate all your efforts
But my mind now is close to the love port
I live now in what if...
What if you do it again?
The same feelings
The same sadness
What if you get tired?
Like what I've did to you?
Same reaction
Same limitation
What if you will take me for granted again?
Same fighting for
Same giving up on
So I said NO
I won't let it happen AGAIN
Even I let myself suffer
In this decision I made for
Even my heart feel missing you
But still I'm afraid to take a risk
Now I believe that maybe we are not destined to be together
There is no forever after all
