Weak

Lost

Beth POV

I tried to tell Annie and ruby everything would be fine, that I was fine, but slowly I wasn't. I didn't even notice dean coming in the house as I screamed "I shot Rio ok can we just drop it" Annie and Ruby looked at me in shock dean's mouth open in shock. The next morning he took my kids again leaving another dumbass note:

I'm sorry bethie, but I don't what my children living with a murderer, I'll tell the court if you try and take them back, you'll speak to them on my terms!

Sincerely Dean

It's like no matter what she does she always loses, Can't she win just once, she thought to herself

I have nothing left to live for! Rios dead so my crime life is never gonna be the same and my kids are gone forever!!

So Beth set there, she didn't move, didn't clean, didn't eat she sat on her bed thinking. It was like that for a month every-time Annie and ruby tried to come over she convinced them not to and dean hadn't contacted her she truly had nothing left to live for!! Beth drank water every three days and ate vegetables to A-least stay alive, even if she didn't have anything to live for people who lived for her and needed her!!

Beth's clothes began to be too big but when she finally got enough dignity to take a shower when she undressed and looked into the mirror she didn't recognize herself she was very thin and a ghostly pale her bright blue eyes were a cold pale blue and her strawberry blonde hair was dirty and a darker red who was she looking at !! She decided she needed help she needed Annie and ruby when they came in they were excited!!

"Where have you been Beth girl we miss- omg Beth what happened to you!!" Shouted ruby as she Entered and hugged Beth.

"What did I miss?" Annie said curiously

When ruby moved from blocking Beth she saw her sister.

"What the hell, happened Beth you look like a ghost?" Said Annie worriedly

Did she look that bad? "Dean took my babies again" sighed Beth

"I'm going to kill that bastard!! How dare he take my sister's pride and joy " ranted Annie

" no ones going to do anything!!" Said ruby

" except help Beth first," ruby said worriedly to Annie

They tried to get her to eat but she wasn't hungry so they drank and watched bad reality television, just like old times.

She walked into the kitchen and was greeted by a familiar silhouette

She had to be dreaming had she fainted what the actual fuck is going on

" long time no see, Darlin " Rio drawled

" But... but I thought you were dead" Beth spurted out before everything went black !!