I laugh as Jt rolls the ball down the alley and it goes straight into the gutter.
"Shut up." He says walking up to me
We just stare deeply into each others eyes slowly leaning in towards each other. We passionately kissed until I broke it.
"I'm sorry." I say wiping my mouth.
"You cool." He says looking at me smirking
I smile and get nervous and I had a weird feeling in my stomach.
"I'm hungry let's pause the game." I say.
"Alright, what you want?"
"Burger and a coke and a large fry."
He nodds and walks off to get our food
I was so disappointed in myself hiding my pregnancy from him.
He sat my food in front of me and sat beside me.
I scrunch my face up and pull the tomato's off my burger
"You don't like tomatoes?" He ask
"Uh uh."
"I'll know next time." He says kissing my cheek
"Jt I gotta tell you something."
"I gotta tell you something."
"You go first." I say stuffing two fries in my mouth
"My actual name is Jamie"
"My street name is Jt, but I wasn't sure if you was gonna be you know something special in my life" he says drinking his vanilla milkshake.
"Aww." I say as I stuff more fries in my mouth
"You really finna be hurt." I say taking his milkshake and drinking it.
"It can't be that bad."
"It is."
"What is it? Stop playing."
"Umm I'm pregnant."
He just stares at me.
"You know it's not yours." I say still drinking his milkshake
"Yea I know. Its Jason's?"
"Yea" i say beginning to tear up
"Come on let's get in the car."
We both get up and walk to his car.
Just as I grab his handle I stop
"Jt can you please go get my food?" I say pouting
"We can get something else on the way back to your house."
"Okay."
He starts the car and we pull of the beginning of the drive was quiet
"So what are you gonna do?"
"I honestly don't know. I've made abortion appointments but I can't make myself to actually do it." I say beginning to cry
"He's done me so wrong but I love him. He's hurting me mentally." "And him taking my baby away from me hurts."
"It's gonna be alright. Why ain't he letting you see your daughter? You should take it to court."
I sigh "I can't."
"What you mean?"
"I can't, Emani isn't my actual daughter. She's his daughter, I haven't told anyone."
"Are you serious?"
"Well what about his babymama you think she'll sign rights over?"
"I don't know." I say shrugging my shoulders.
"How far along are you?"
"4 weeks"
"You can still get the pill."
"But I understand if you don't want too."
"Here's the thing I don't want Jason, but I can't get rid of my baby."
"I understand Jaz, just do what you feel is best."
We continued talking and just eventually got something to eat we just rode around and talked until it was about 5am and the sun started to come up.
"Thank you for talking to me."
"You welcome."
"Jt I mean Jamie jus come in the house."
He nods his head and turns the car off.
We both take off our clothes and get in my bed and fall asleep.
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