It's been around a month since James started acting weird. He is now straight up refusing letting me see Lea and Chloe. I don't understand what I've done wrong. I've asked him so many times and all I get back is the same phrase. I'm protecting you.
But protecting me from what?
Every time we've gone out and I'm in a medical episode or we have an access issue James almost seems as if he knows too much about everything. I've barely told him anything about me. I don't even know how he knew I was allergic to chocolate. I keep telling myself that maybe my mum told him but deep down I knew it was something more. I just couldn't quite figure out what.
The worst thing about all of this, is that he will not even let me out of his sight for more then two minutes. During the nighttime he will cling onto me like I'm about to disintegrate at any given moment. Which isn't really helping with sleep deprivation.
He's becoming too controlling and I don't know how to stop him. The last time I tried to talk to him about it, he ended up shouting and getting angry, consequently leaving me in an anxiety attack which he didn't even try to help me with.
Something is up with him and I need to know what. I love him so much and I never want to leave him, but at this point I don't think I ever can. I'm very aware he won't allow it.
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Girl on wheels
RomanceJamie joins a new school and is partnered up with a buddy to help her throughout the day. You may think this is a bit over the top but for a disabled teen in a wheelchair this is what she deals with. With the help of her service dog Astro and friend...
