It's all about choices and consequences. There's always action to a cause. Long has my heart been empty have I tried filling it with wrong choices and because of it has it left me weak. So weak that I fooled myself into thinking that love is real, that it can be found, that I deserve another chance to prove I'm worthy of its attention. So easily do I fall, that I allow myself to make some choices that drag me down the rabbit hole. With no point of return, I walk this path in the dark? There's a light in the distance but the closer I get, the further it seems to be. It scares me that no matter how hard I try to pick myself up, do I continue to fall and I become a shadow of the man I used to be. I share this path with no one but my guilt. It'd be too much for those around me to bear while they're already at their maximum overdrive and/or wits end. What I wanna do, but never can, is to scream it from the top of my lungs. From all the fun I already had, leaves me with no breath to inhale. I think I deserve what comes my way. It's my penitence that I must bear. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just don't have the energy to continue.
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A journey to enlightenment
AndligRead the words of a journey of enlightenment; the loss of someone dear brought on many hardships and obstacles, but through it all, came out stronger. Now only wishes to help others find the balance in their own lives.
