Excuse me for what am about to say because it true for me
The pain I feel it hurts, memories constantly in my head on replay . You'd think after all this time I'd move on that I'd be better that I'd forget about everything you said to me but I can't I just simply can't forget about everything .
Everytime I think of you all I can feel is the pain curl up in pain and tears and hope to die . I love you I'm foolish I know , I know you told me not to love you but I couldn't stop even if I wanted to . It hurts how you could so easily forget me walk away from me hurt me without a second thought. While I , I can't even imagine doing the same all the times you hurt me your words cutting me endlessly but I still love you
Why do you hate me so much ? What did I do
Why do you love her more than me ?
Why shun me? Why tell me you don't love me but open our bond. Why hate me and still talk to me ? Why torture me when you know I still love you
Tears streaming down my face like a river everything I hear you say I don't love you . As tough as I can be you show me that I'm not strong at all
Yet foolish me I guess I like the bad treatment constant slaps to the face seeing you choose her over me I guess I like crying. There's no us yet there's nobody else for me I tried you know I did try to move on . But they hurt me all the same leave me all the same im not valuable to anybody I'm never going to be enough either I'm worthless to everyone
But I love you
I know I shouldn't
I'm not worth your time
Since this is it I'll make it easier for everyone.....
Just die make it easier
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Storm &Silence
Short Story"This is me , this is who I'm and these are my thoughts and there is no running from it " I said in the mirror
