Storm &Silence

Triggered

Hello guys I'm back with another piece I  hope you guys enjoy .

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" You motherfucking right ,you motherfucking right I'm bitter , you mother fucking right Im triggered.  You motherfucking right   I'm trying to let the time fly, tryna let the time go by, let time  heal all ,trying to let the time to kill all ."

Jhene Aiko 

What they say is so true " who feels it knows it ". 

I thought I told myself not to love again . I let them say they love me knowing they don't

No I was not the only one , no I was not the only one , I wasn't the only one for them 

They all did the same to me , they all had their way with me  I was the only one  , the only one loving so I became the only lonely one. 

I was weakened and they knew , so weakened that they proved it 

I was always a pawn in somebody else's game , always willing to love but turned ice cold. 

Constantly asking my self why would they say this was love when they knew that t wasn't . 

Each and every time each one of them my soul broke my heart no longer torn but no longer there in the place it used to be .

Constantly asking what do they have that I dont , but I dont have any business catching feelings. 

But I've come to grips that this life wasn't made for me nor was I ever to be chosen or loved 

but to die alone and be alone I have to protect the last piece of my soul before I die .

"who feels it knows it "

your right I'm triggered , I'm bitter 

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Thats it for this chapter today guys . Hope you enjoy !

#Lauren

#blackwidow 

#poetic justice

#Emotionrunninghigh