Storm &Silence

You left but my Love continued... I missed you

What's the difference between love and lust when you lust for love

The bible describes lust as wants of the flesh so am i wrong for lusting after love i can't have

Every time i wear your chain every time i look at it my heart aches a little more for you every day

But it hurts the way you dont remember me am not made of stone it hurts and loving you the way i do it hurts

Am beyond restless can't sleep at all there was never really a peaceful night since you left i missed you so much hoping you would come back can't remember how many times i cried but all i knew was that i wanted you on the side of me i wanted you home with me

But you don't want me anymore at least that's what i think since you wouldn't talk to me so much has changed she told me your no longer the same more damaged and older sometimes i wonder is it because of me did i make you angry i know that's what life does sometimes to people but i wanna know was it because of me to

Knowing you were back was a relief and a sadness because i realized again i wouldn't get to enjoy the moment to long i still love you don't know if i could ever really love anybody else the way i love you

still only wanting your kisses your hugs and fall asleep on you like a big teddy bear weird but real i wanna know what your smile looks like i wanna see the way your eyes light up when your happy still, i still wanna know and love you but do you want the same

Its new years eve i should be happy and partying but am not instead am home alone wondering where did i go wrong, i really want to know was it me did you ever really love me or at least like me i know a lot of shit was happening but you just left without saying nothing at all

I lost you and my best friend on a matter of hours still wondering how shit happened it all became so crazy, i remember the last time i spoke to you i was so happy you finally woke up

Am sorry if i'm being disrespectful you probably have a mate now but I missed you...