Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 26

With Jihoon saying truth my drunk ass got exactly what it wanted. I giggled meeting Jihoon's serious eyes as I coldly asked him the next question. There was a silent and big eyes stared at me, I looked into Jihoon's eyes who smirked as Christian started blushing. "so.. you want to know why I said no to your friend?" when he repeated my question I realised how I just killed the mood. I squeezed Seungcheol's hand a bit as I remained silent. Jihoon nodded as he spoke up "I can't love him, I tried to love, I tried to love Soonyoung who also fell for me but I can't. I'm Asexual you probably know what that means don't you?" I nod as I'm still silent. Jihoon smiles "it's okay I get you but yeah.. I rather be alone" I nod as I silently apologise, I'm glad Christian is smiling. Wait, everyone is smiling. I smile too as I meet Seungcheol's eyes, I giggle leaning on him.

Everyone was laughing and giggling. While leaning on Seungcheol I didn't notice what happened around me but Jeonghan noticed. He noticed how Jun and Minghao leaned on each other, how jealous Jisoo looked at Seungcheol, how Christian squeezed his hand and so did Chan. How Soonyoung looked at Christian and Jihoon. Jeonghan saw it all and made sure to remember it for later. "well one person left" Jihoon spoke up looking at Seokmin. The boy smiled wide as he picked truth as well. Jihoon thought for a moment but came up with a nice question for the smiling boy. "if you had too, with who from this group would you want to make out with" Seokmin giggled we all got curious for his answer. The boy looked around at everyone's face. "hmmmm I think.. I would pick.. Seungcheol Hyung or Jisoo Hyung" "why?" "that wasn't the question" oh Seokmin. We all giggled Seokmin dared Seungkwan to carry Hansol back home, a few hours later we went home and Seungkwan carried Vernon on his back as all of us were singing loud as we got our drunk asses home. Christian and Chan had to hold Jeonghan's hand since they were his babies now. I was still holding Seungcheol's hand. Jisoo and China line walked in the front leading the way back. Jeonghan walked after them with his babies and behind Jeonghan was I with Seungcheol, Soonyoung walked next to us. Jihoon still had the boys shirt and he seemed like he was cold. The boy with the cute eye smile told me not to worry. From the back of the line we heard Seungkwan whine because Hansol was too heavy and it was too far.

After an 40 min walk we arrived back at the dorm. Most went directly to bed I let myself fall on the couch. The dares were over and I finally had my hand back. Christian sat down next to me and hugged me he whispered a soft 'Thank You' in my ear I smiled. Now that we know why Jihoon did what he did things got more clear. There was peace falling over the group.

Some weeks past by, so did concerts and Christian and I helped backstage it was all going great, everyone seemed to forget the past and my wound seems to heal good. Christian seemed to be over Jihoon after knowing it won't work and He decided to build up his friendship with Seungcheol again, Thought he was very clear about it being a FRIENDSHIP. Actually life went great, we all decided to do fun things together when we had time to keep the good mood up. I even started to take selfies again, I can't post them of course because Carats still have to think Christian and I are their managers and not 2 strangers living with them. Well everyone knows me from the shooting but think Pledis offered me a job what is quite funny.

It was a beautiful day outside. The sun is shinning and it's Seventeen's day off. Christian and I just had breakfast with Jeonghan and Jisoo. Jisoo had his whole day planned he would go along with China line, Seungkwan and Hansol to the Zoo. Jeonghan invited me to have a drink with him in the city he would ask if other members wanted to join us. Christian didn't join us, he already had some plans. Soonyoung asked him to join him and Jihoon for a beautiful beach walk. Seungcheol was visiting his parents today since they don't see they're parents so often cause of their busy schedule more members decided to visit their parents.

Jisoo was making cute little lunchboxes to take with them for the zoo. Hansol and Seungkwan were in the common room watching some TV as no one really knew where China line was.