Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 4

After waking up Doctors did a full check-up. I heard that I woke up quite fast and some stupid ass doctor told me it was probably because I had 'so many friends' well actually Christian was my only friends. The rest was Seventeen that I heard came here because they feel responsible. A nurse told me Seungcheol was in the ambulance with me, and for some reason it is so hard to believe. Seeing Christian stand between Seventeen made me realize this was real and not a dream. It's time for them to enter my room. Christian come running up to me and hugs me tightly. "you stupid ass fuck, I thought I was going to lose you" "I'm sorry Chris" I pat his back and look around to meet Seventeen's faces and softly blush a bit. Seungcheol sits down beside me and starts to talk "you scared us a lot, but you protect us with your own life" I shyly nod. I notice Jihoon paying more attention to Christian than me, funny to see someone gets attention from the one they like a lot. Suddenly I hear Jisoo's voice next to my ear "is that you?" as I turn my head I see him look at the picture my mom brought along as quick as I can I put it down so they couldn't see anymore. Jisoo looked somehow shocked but more by the fear in my eyes than the way I smacked the photo down. "it's who I was.. not me anymore" I say as I awkwardly fake smile, I know they probably won't understand or accept it. I hate pictures but this was one of me in a dress with long hair and Oh no. "I'm sorry.." I let out softly. "it's okay" Jisoo smiled he was such an angel.

Seventeen was really nice, I was just horribly shy. Christian was already used to the boys and was chatting along. Until the awkward moment when Wonwoo decided this moment just had to be awkward. "so you are both carat's huh?" "yes" "who is your bias and wrecker" I feel my face turn red and I see Christian's face do the same. I look at Mingyu who is just smiling, he is so beautiful. Mingyu didn't really show interest in me actually, but I didn't really care Seventeen is around me all of them. "Christian's most be Jihoon" Jeonghan started. I was somehow shook and Christian turned into a tomato. How, how did he know? "why would he like me?! Aish, he just chose me to visit his friend that didn't have any reason come on" Jihoon sounded slight annoyed. "ah no you make them shy now" Soonyoung hugged Christian "Jihoon won't be mad at you nobody will you can tell, you too" Soonyoung smiled I couldn't help but blush more. Out of shame I let myself fall on my hospital bed and hide under the blanket. I hear a soft Yes in a tone that has to be Christian's voice. "Jihoon is my bias" I peek from under the blanket and see Christian in a deep hug with Soonyoung while confessing his bias. "a-and J-Jeonghan my wrecker, b-but I love you all!!" he hid his face in Soonyoung's shoulder who smiled at the how the smaller boy hugged him. Did I mention Christian was slightly smaller than Jihoon? Well he is, I'm not that tall myself but I'm taller than Christian and Jihoon. Jeonghan shows off as king of the kingdom all because he is Christian's wrecker my god he is funny. Seungkwan shakes me "HEY, now it's your turn" he sings and Seokmin joins him directly showing off how high he can go.

Seungkwan take my blanket away from me. He smiles I laugh. Everyone looks at me not knowing what I will say. "well.. uh.. Hansol is my wrecker.." Hansol smiled as he made a Yes sound he seemed happy and gave Chan a high five. "m-my.. uh.." "your bias tell us" "M-Mingyu" I blush and hide my face in my hands. Mingyu somehow surprise suddenly stand by my bed "oh really?" I peek trough my fingers to meet Mingyu's face he is so pretty. Quite disappointing that only now that I told he is my bias he actually pays attention to me. Don't get me wrong he isn't rude, there are just so many he rather stayed in the background, and actually I think he isn't really interested in me he just simply likes me like any other fan. I lay down. I look beside to meet Jisoo's face he smiles, I softly smile back. "you must be tired sorry" Seungcheol started. I met Wonwoo's eyes before he Pushed Mingyu to the door, some left my room not all. Jisoo, Soonyoung, Christian, Hansol, Seungkwan, Minghao, Junhui and Jihoon stayed.

I look around at the boys and I'm glad to meet Christian's smile. "why so disappointed" Minghao asked. "hmm" I looked up to him I was quite surprised by how close he was. "are we not as you hoped?" "no, no you're amazing I'm just really tired so much happened today" I look around the faces of the people who were still in my room. "we will come visit you more often now" Hansol said confident. " so you better get used to us" I met Cristian's eyes. He smiled making me feel safe, it's not everyday you have idols besides your bed.

After a while everyone had left and I was all alone again. Seventeen would drop Christian off at the hotel we were staying he would pack up both our bags and sleep there tonight, tomorrow they would pick him up and drop him at the hospital. I can't wait to see them again actually. My body is weak and my chest hurts, wow wonder why would that be. I had to stay a few days the doctor said and I asked to keep my mom out as much as possible. I'm nervous for her showing up, it makes this all more painful, and about seventeen I guess you could say after all these years being such a fan I think you could say meeting my Bias Mingy must have been amazing. Well wrong, there was no connection at all, not his fault I just thought there would be something that wasn't there that was disappointing and now I lay here in my hospital bed thinking if he is really my bias. Damn my life sucks.