Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 19

Christian is annoyed in the car, he can't see a thing that is happening inside. He is still crushing Seungcheol's hand who still seems to be surprised by the power of the little boy. "okay, now you're hurting me" "oh sorry" Christian lets go of Seungcheol's hand that is as red as it gets. "just relax okay" "I just feel so stressed out" "talk to me" Christian sighs he can't tell Seungcheol Jihoon hurt him just because of his own fantasies. "I'm just so nervous about this all that witch is such a bitch and it makes me sad because without [y/n] I'll be very lonely" "do you feel lonely?" there is a little silence where Christian decides he can trust Seungcheol he looks at him with truthful eyes "yes" Christian says in a soft voice looking straight into Seungcheol's eyes. Seungcheol's heart misses a beat when Christian looks at him like that. The boy was lonely well not really but he felt lonely. Seungcheol looked at the smaller boy sitting next him in the car. This was his chance. Seungcheol leaned in softly placing his hand on Christian's cheek, this was his chance. Christian was somehow confused by Seungcheol's action not really understanding where this was going until he felt Seungcheol's warm lips touch his. They stayed like that for a little, Christian was somehow confused but also realised that [y/n] was right about Seungcheol liking him in a romantic way. His lips were warm and soft but Seungcheol wasn't someone Christian would fall for in a romantic way. Seungcheol left Christians lips the two boys looked at each other and Seungcheol got shy because he just kissed his crush. "what are you doing?" Christian asked sounding quite cold. "I-I'm sorry ..I.." "you have feelings for me?" Seungcheol blushed saying nothing. "you don't just kiss people Seungcheol!! And I'm sorry I know feelings come and stuff but I don't feel that way, You're just a friend" Christian's voice is cold so are his eyes. Seungcheol feels ashamed and turns his head to look outside so he doesn't have to look at Christian who turned into an ice cube now.

My mom's yell filled the kitchen with sounds. Hansol just lied to my parents that he was my boyfriend just to protect me. My mom wants us to prove it. still holding the boy's hand I give him a shy yet confused look. I'm somehow nervous how do we want to prove this? what is he doing. Hansol looked at me with admiring eyes. My heart was beating fast and my hands started to feel sweaty. Hansol got closer to me, we didn't lose eye contact. I didn't know what to do I barely dared to move this beautiful boy was so close to me and my parents were watching us. He softly pressed his soft warm and sweet lips against mine. It something I didn't see coming but somewhere I didn't mind and closed my eyes. Did Hansol really like me? The kiss felt so real like he really wanted this, I remind myself on how sweet Hansol was all this time and quite flirty. I didn't mind kissing with him, I fact he was a good kisser I just don't think I feel things for him and I'm definitely not fully ready to start a relationship. We looked in surprise at each other. I'm more surprised by the fact that he might actually feel things for me while he is more surprised that he actually kissed me without me pushing him away. My parents remained silent for a moment even they looked surprised we actually kissed, well I was just as surprised by the kiss as they were. "fine, you live with your boyfriend I see" my dad spoke out "pack your things and buy some protection" we both blushed as my dad directly started about protection, we just kissed you really think more is going to happen I'm Hella ashamed of my body damnit. Without saying a word I walk upstairs taking Hansol along with me. I enter my room and let go of his hand, he looks around at how many posers I have and fan merch. I start packing my bag with mostly clothing and things I might need. Secretly I pack a few fan merch things. I stop with packing as I realize I haven't even talked to Hansol about what just happened in the kitchen. I turn to the boy who is looking at all my Seventeen posters. "Hansol?" "you have a lot.." he doesn't turn to me "Hansol? Do you.. like me?" the boy turned around blushing "do you hate me if I do?" "no, no of course not you're a really sweet guy, and well.. I like you but not.. I'm just not ready for any relationship but please I don't want our friendship to end" I hugged the boy that looked uneasy and he hugged me back "It's okay [y/n] I understand just.. be happy okay?" "you too" we hold each other for a little.

We pack the last things and return to the car where Christian and Seungcheol aren't even looking at each other. "we're back" "thank god!! How did it go?" there was a silence "it's a long story [y/n] will explain later let's just go back to the dorm okay?" Christian looked somehow confused, Hansol went in the back with Seungcheol and I sat next to Christian and I could just see in his eyes that something had happen. If it wasn't Christian I would've noticed on Seungcheol's behaviour. When we arrived at the dorm I directly went with my stuff and Christian to our room. Hansol went to his own room so did Seungcheol but Seungcheol was slightly aggressive again while Hansol was more sad and disappointed in himself.