Just For You.. (Seventeen X Non-Binary Reader)

Chapter 15

I slowly open my eyes, Seokmin is sitting next to me we're in some sort of nurse office. "welcome back" the boy says with a smile. I look around the room I don't think I've been here before, Seokmin gives me a glass of water. "drink something, I found you in the hallway and you fainted. So I brought you to the Paramedics office" he smiles, the boy looks relieved that I seem to do fine now. "I didn't bother the others yet shall we go see them?" I nod as I smile to the sunshine boy in front of me. Seokmin helps me up and supports me while walking to the practice room where the other boys were still practicing and working hard. We walked and everyone turned around to look at us. "[y/n] fainted but it's all alright now" Seokmin puts me down where I sat before walking away. Christian hurries over to me and checks me if I'm really alright as Seokmin says I' am. Not that he doesn't trust Seokmin he just worries easily.

"I'm fine I just have to really train to walk again" Seokmin calls Wonwoo over both boys take a side of me and hold me up so I can practice walking. Seokmin has his never leaving smile on his face and Wonwoo is really caring, Wonwoo keeps asking me if it is alright how I feel if we should stop if I can hold up. I really get what Mingyu sees in this guy he is such a sweetheart he just looks quite cold sometimes but trust me he isn't. it's actually working I feel better while walking. After walking for like over a hour we sit down, I see Christian being attacked by China line especially Junhui, not that Christian minds it that much. I'm glad I feel all better now. I thanked Seokmin like a thousand times already. My head is still a little messed up but I feel alright, it was probably just a panic attack. I stretch my legs and look around everyone is doing their own thing, some practice rap or vocals others practice the dance other keep themselves busy with other things.

The day passes on pretty fast. We are all back in the dorm most of the boys are taking a shower to wash off all the sweat. I however still train my legs to help myself walk again soon. Mingyu works on dinner since we'll be eating noodles today, Christian helps him as they sing along to some music that's playing. A lot happened today and I'm still not resting, Seungkwan walks into my room "you still training? [y/n] you should stop come on!" Seungkwan helped me up and helped me walk to the living room because we would eat dinner soon, on our way he was only complaining about how hard he worked today and that I shouldn't train so much I should rest. Seungkwan complains in a funny and quite likable way, he looks a little frustrated actually. "Seungkwan" the boy looks at me not really understanding why I called out his name, I softly squeezed his squeezable cheeks. "relax it's all okay now" I'm smiling at the boy holding me up and he smiles back. I'm quite surprised that all I had to do to help my own legs help me walk again was faint and how. I'm such a weird person.

Everyone gets together to eat dinner. Jeonghan suddenly realises they sort of randomly got us out of our normal living habit and that we have a lot of stuff left at home. "say, Christian [y/n] is there anything at home you want to pick up" he asks as I almost suffocate in my noodles. "yes" Christian answers quite fast. "quite a lot but especially my rings I have a little collection and it feels weird not wearing them" I laugh as I know Christian likes his rings but is also a little ashamed that he has one with Woozi's name on it. Jihoon who was still wearing Christian's ring stayed silent like he didn't hear anything this would end bad. "we should pick it up later tonight" Jeonghan smiles and Christian nods. Jihoon only felt the room heat up how was he going to explain he stole the ring and was wearing it. Maybe if he joined when picking up things he could place it back so no one would notice. I stay silent, there are things I would like to pick up but I don't want them to be in trouble with my mom anymore. They've already done so much for me. "what about you?" Wonwoo looks at me he noticed I remained silent. "I'll be fine" "if you want something we'll go get it for you" "you've already done so much for me please it will be fine" Wonwoo doesn't look pleased, I can see that more people seem to agree with Wonwoo. "just go past Christian's house and we'll see about mine tomorrow alright" their not satisfied but I honestly don't care I'm just trying to keep them out of trouble.

After finishing dinner we start cleaning up. Seungcheol, Soonyoung, Jihoon and Christian get ready to leave towards Christian's house. I watch them leave the dorms I stay with the other members. Jeonghan leads everything right now, he has all rights as mom of the group and now that Seungcheol left he is the oldest. I try to help clean up a little but they won't let me, everything that I pick up gets taken away from me especially Jeonghan and Jisoo. The evil twins, their famous like that Jihan the evil twins. They are both sweet angels but devils once they team up. They mostly take Chan as victim, now is Chan Jeonghan's daily victim about who's baby he is. When most cleaning is done I slowly make my way back to my room and put on some music, I find a song on Spotify that I haven't heard for a while it's a half English half German song and it has a weird vibe to it but I really used to like when i was younger. I click play and the first tunes take me back to when I really used to listen this, yes I still like this. I really love K-pop music and especially Seventeen but it's not the only thing I listen to. I close my eyes and lay back on my bed taking a rest. I can't stay here forever I have to learn to stand on my own. I sigh not really knowing what to do.