2. Love and lust

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One shot: SPG

You were very excited when you heard the doorbell ring because you wanted to find out whether the person you wanted to see was behind the door.

"Sigmo, I'll open it!" (Translation: Maidservant)  You stated as you dashed towards the door, but before you opened it, you fixed your hair, heaved in a deep breath, and smiled. You excitedly opened the door, but the smile on your lips faded. You glanced as Jungkook kissed the girl on her neck.

"Jungkook, the maid!" The girl screamed as she looked at you.

Maid?
Is she referring to me?

You were uncertain about how you felt. You've seen him with other girls, yet it still hurts. He then shifted his gaze at you, and when your eyes met, he looked annoyed. You were certain it was because of you; what else could he be mad about?

You avoided his stare and looked at your bare feet. You forgot to wear your slippers because you were so excited to see him. You felt a warm tear fall from your eyes but wiped it away before he could see it.

"Sorry if I disturbed you." You stated as you tried not to break your voice.

C'mon, Y/N, don't be like this; you've gone through countless tears. He does not love you; can't you just accept that?

You thought to yourself as you began walking away from them. You couldn't help but make comparisons between her and yourself. She is beautiful, with amazing features and a good body form. You began telling yourself that he dislikes and despises you, and when you arrived at your room, you lay down on the bed and stared at the creamy white ceiling. You don't share a room with Jungkook since he doesn't want to sleep with you; it hurts to know that your husband doesn't want to share a room with his wife.

He was forced to marry me because I was too selfish.

You were aware that he married you because of your father, and it was your luck that his parents were friends with yours. You were hoping that one day, just maybe, he might love you too. You wiped the tears that began to fall from your eyes to your cheeks.


You were awakened when you felt a hand caress your face; you slowly opened your tired eyes to see your Sigmo.

"Did you cry again?" She questioned in a concerned and soothing voice. That's when you discovered you cried while sleeping. You force yourself to sit down and face Sigmo; she understands your relationship with Jungkook.

She is the only person who understands how awful things are; she has been with you through your darkest days and has been your shoulder when you need it; even if you do not have any blood relations with her, she still treats you like her own daughter.

"It'll be alright," She said, wiping the tears from your cheeks. "I brought you breakfast, you silly girl; you forgot to eat last night." She smiled as she spoke, yet her every action had a trace of sadness.

"Where is he?" You ask 

"He left early; I told him to speak with you, but he did not listen." She stated while handing you a glass of water. 

You suddenly remembered that your Sigmo was supposed to travel to her homeland, Daegu, due to her daughter's medical condition. You glanced at her, and she smiled warmly. You held her hands and tried to smile.

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