Love Me

Part 34- Friday 1

SHAYLA

After his I'm going to feel all on you till I feel good session, I couldn't go back to sleep and the drug eventually wore off and I could move again.

I'm completely lost and confused on how to handle the situation but all I could think of was Is this nigga serious playing with me, threatening me and my family like what the hell.

I get up, grabbing clothes to jump in the shower, making sure to scrub my body extra hard with the almost unbearable hot water raining down on me. I hate his touch. After scrubbing harshly on my skin, I stand, stand under hot feeling overwhelmed with the need to murder Ceil. My eyes burned because I know I'm crying now as I bend down with my knees to my face and my head down.

Noticing my body starting to look very wrinkled because of how long I have been under the water, I get out putting some clothes on for school and lay on my bed.

My mom came in my room later dressed. "Lets go" she says with a disappointed look in her eyes but at I couldn't care less, I was feeling really numb and out of it, I just hopped in her car along with her and drove to the pharmacy to get the pills.

Before she dropped me off at school, I skim over the instructions. Pills may not be effective for the first week. Then my mom demanded I take one pills in front of her and I do so, I then got out the vehicle with my bag and phone in my hand. I looked at the time and realized I'm only thirty minutes late for my first block as i walked in class with a tardy slip and tried to ignore the stares as I made it to my seat.

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It hit Friday night and I was on a conference call with my two idiot best friends that is making me go out with them and they said I need it, Girl you have been really out of it like you are depressed or some'n they say.

"Where something hoe-ish" Beania says, she was always like everytime we would go to a party or something.

"Girl no, just where something..... simple thats Sexy, but not make you look like a whore" Janiah argues.

"You know what, im just going something that I first lay my eyes on" I say calmly and I walk towards my closet and agreeing to do as I said, my eyes land on a see-through black long sleeve shirt and next to it was ripped blue jeans and decided that was my outfit for tonight. I had put box braids in my head yesterday after school deciding I didn't want to be bother with my hair for a while, I styles it as my front braids are pulled back in to a ponytail while the rest is down. I get dressed and I hear a notification noise go off and I check my phone, it was the girls letting me know they were outside. I open my room door and jump a little before I noticed it was my older brother dressed to go out.

"I'm bout to go"he tells me. It was only us because our other brothers went to sleep over their friends' and my mom says she's at work but I know her shift ended an hour ago.

"Okay but please be safe." I have been telling everyone I care about, that statement lately, ever since what Ceil told me. He nods and heads out the front door as I follow him out, locking the door behind me.

I see my brother go to a different car and hop in the back seat, I head to Beania's car and hop in the back seat.

"Hey sis you look hot" Beania exclaims, I thank her and put on my seat belt and lay my simple black cross over purse next to me.

I look out the window making my mind up to enjoy my night and not let anything fucking get to me, also that I was going to drink my ass off. She pulled to a nicely large house with few people handing around the front doors with red cups in their hands and some smoking.We get out the car and walk closer to house.

I hear a gasp next to me and look that way," Girllll, you smell that, they have the gas" Beania evilly smiles at me and I already know she's going to get high tonight. I look to my other side at Janiah.

"Someone has to stay completely sober" I say to Janiah and she shakes her head no.

"No can do girl , I planned to get a little tipsy" she grins.

"No one has to sober, I'll just call my brother since I know he's at home" Beania says as she slowly starts to make her way towards the boys smoking but I grab her arm before she can go any further.

"No you don't get to leave until I see that dude you were talking about at school" I tell her and Janiah agrees with a yea.

"Oh that's right, but I'm not sure he's here yet" she scratches her head and heads inside the house with my hand still attached to her arm and i grab Janiah dragging her along.

The house is crowded with tons of drunks and horny teens grinding against each other with red cups every where and the music is blasting. But instead of finding the guy Beania was talking about she brought us to the kitchen with not very many people

"Since I don't see him so far let's drink and enjoy ourselves" Beania says as she reaches for a clean red cup out the bag and began making herself a drink. I let go of their arms and reach for the red cup.

I grab the Malibu pouring some I'm the cup with ice also not knowing what I'm doing, I also grab the Hennessy pour some, the red juice , and the yellow juice on the counter to pour in my cup too , then I see some fruit in bowls and spoons of the strawberries and lemons go into my cup.

"What the hell did you make?" Janiah questions me with a curious look on her face

"I don't know" I reply and take a swing at the juice, the taste is sweet then it burns going down my throat but overall it tastes good I think.

"Is it good" she asks and I give her the cup she gulps some of it and begins to cough afterwards. Beania and I laugh as she calms down.

"Holy shit" she exclaims and I giggle again.

" I dont know what I did to mine either but experiment" Beania walks off sipping on her concoction she made.

I turn around and pour more juice and Malibu in mine. I wait as Janiah makes up her fruity drink . We stand by the kitchen drinking our self made drinks until a change of song starts.