One Week Older: Turning Pages

The Role We Play

I could see bruises on his face and arms, everywhere that wasn't covered in clothing. But most importantly was the cast surrounding his knuckles.

My hand involuntary covered my mouth as the words, "Hey Little Miss, you're staring," came into my ears.

His voice took me out of my trance and the next thing I knew I was colliding my body with his. I felt airy just by hearing his voice and it being his. He wasn't acting like the most catastrophic thing that has ever happened to us just occurred hours ago.

"You are going to give me more bruises than I already have with all that squeezing you're doing," I laughed at his remark with tears welling up in my eyes.

"How are joking right now, you lost a fight to our dad?"

"I won and give it a few weeks, I will be able to take him again."

Ugh, why was he acting like this? I gently lifted my head from his chest and connected our hands. I rubbed my thumb against the wrap around his knuckles.

"Are you feeling okay?" He peered into my eyes and then back down at our newly connected hands.

A shaky breath escaped his lips followed by another, he continuously breathed in and out for a few seconds and I followed suit. In and out, we breathed, not making eye contact and taking each other in. I watched his chest fall, rise, and then he started to stutter.

A deep breath followed as he took his hand away from mine and over his eyes. To my surprise, he did not cry. He started breathing heavily again before removing his hands and laughing. He's laughing, I thought to myself and confusion took over my face.

"Does this look like the face of a guy who is okay? All in one day, I went from hating my mom for our lives being ruined to hating myself for half the things I said to her. Our dad and I were abusing her. Maybe even you.
Take a good look in the mirror sister, because we can't just blame our dad for what happened. All of us... had something to do with this." His voice broke at the last sentence and he stopped and turned toward the window.

"I did this to our family. Now my head hurts. My hands feel like they are going to fall off. In addition to that, I feel guilty. God, don't you know by now not to ask someone who is clearly not okay if they are all right. Surprise, surprise I'm not."

A few tears fell out of my eyes as he spoke so earnestly. Seeing this, he wrapped his sore and fiery red arms around me and pulled me in for an embrace. I hugged him back and we sat there, at that very position for a few minutes.

"Can I stay with you tonight? I know it's stupid, but I don't want to be alone." I'm not sure if it was for his sake or mine. Either way, we need each other. He wasn't wrong though. All of us had a role to play.

"It might be a tight squeeze, but if you promise not to touch me, I guess you stay in here." I giggled; he could not help himself but say something trivial.

"I'm going to bring you some food up okay," I said as I poked his arm and got up to leave.

"I'm tired of that crap you made two days ago, make some pasta."

"Make it yourself, oh wait," I jested to him as I left his room and went downstairs.

I decided to make dinner by myself tonight. Mom was still shaky from the whole ordeal and Dennis was pretty much out of commission. I scoured our kitchen for something to make. I guess we will be having a light dinner tonight. I do not think any of us had much of an appetite. So, I settled on making a few Dinner Roll Sandwiches for the three of us. I carried the platter to Dennis room, which he and my mom were in.

"I brought you something," I said in a sing-song way.

"Thank you, Little Miss," he replied.

"What, no snarky reply? I am shaking," I sat down on the bed beside him.

"How are you feeling?" I rubbed his arm.

"I will feel better after eating."

I looked over at mom, "How are you feeling?" She had to deal with seeing dad again, coming to see me in the nurse's office, and then take her son to the Emergency Room.

"I will be fine. I am more worried about the two of you. How are you Daya?" I took a bite of my sandwich.

"I am still reeling from everything that has happened today, but I think all I need is time." She agreed, "I think that is what we all need."

The rest of the night felt oddly less draining than the rest of the day. I cooked and my mom, Dennis, and I all sat in his room, ate, and communicated about something that did not hurt me on an emotional level. It was the first conversation in days where I was not on the brink of tears and I could not help but feel better about things. Mom told us that neither of us had to go to school tomorrow, not like Denny was going anyway.

"I will be right back," I said as I went to the bathroom. It was the first time I was alone today and could honestly see things for what they truly were. I took a bath and almost fell asleep while I was still in the bathtub. I changed into my sleep clothes and went back into Denny's room.

They were both sound asleep by the time I got back. A small part of me was scared to get in the bed, but the thought of interrupting this moment of peace they were having could have stopped me. I decided to stay, and I fell asleep with my brother beside me and my mother beside him.

I hoped all of our dreams could bring us some semblance of peace.

* Hello, you guys! That is officially the end.... of day two.

Personally, I feel like day two was a bit of a slow day and it is the shortest day that I wrote. I'm still happy with it though. The events of day three change the course for the rest of the story so I hope you're excited.

How was day two as a whole in your opinion? And how does it hold up to day one?

I've been thinking about changing the cover. What do y'all think?

Thank you all so much for the love my story has been getting and 2k! *