That's Your Boyfriend Dad (book 2)

Chapter 2

"So how are you and Harry?" Niall asks we are sat in a coffee shop, Niall had just been to the Gym so he's sat opposite me in his gym clothes he smiles at me, he's started to grow a beard, it's more of a stubble at the moment

"Great, although the whole Charlie situation has taken a toll on him, sometimes I can't touch him without him shouting at me thinking that I'm him... He's got to have done more then just hit him, but I'm scared to ask. He hasn't mentioned anything about it, too many bad memories I think" I tell Niall he looks at me in shock

"I just wish me and Liam had done or said  something sooner" Niall says "I take it you two haven't done the deed then?"

I shake my head "no, I don't really know if he wants to, he doesn't talk about it, or act on it... I want to, I just don't know how to bring it up to him. I mean I've tried recently to do what we used to when we were first seeing eachother and he pushed me off him and says he needs the toilet or that he's tired... Is just need to feel closer to him, you know what I mean?" I tell Niall

"How about me and Liam pay for you to go to a hotel for your birthday, it's only next week and I'm crap with buying things so how's about it? We pay for a real nice hotel room, me and him go in and set it up for you both make it super romantic and then fingers crossed he gives you what you need" Niall raises his eyebrows "I'll even throw in some little extras" he giggles

"Added extras huh?" I smile laughing shaking my head "you can't pay for that, just so I can get my leg over" I feel myself blush

"Get your legover... He isn't a one night stand you know... I worry about you, I really do,  hope you don't walk up to him and say 'I am hoping for a little bit of legover tonight' he'll shoot you down worse then before" Niall laughs uncontrollably "but I am going to do that for you both, there must be so much sexual tension on your behalf, I can't leave my boy hungry"

"Sooo much" I exaggerate the 'so' he picks up his phone and types in something then let's it down on the table for me to see it's a picture of a hotel which looks oddly familiar it is a Georgian Manor House set across three floors with four white pillars at the front centre a water fountain in the green at the front of the house.

"This is where me and Li had spent the night after our wedding, it's beautiful Lou, I'll even get you the same room me and Li had, the honeymoon suite" Niall says excitedly he's like a little puppy he can't hide his emotions, infact I just saw his tail wagging he's that excited

"Honeymoon suite? I'm not to sure" I tell him "what if he's still the same? Can't you get Li to talk about it too him?"

"Can do... But isn't it worth you trying?" He says which I agree with, I haven't exactly asked "try taking to him today okay?"

"I will, also I'll let you know about the hotel, may not need it in the end" I smile hopeful "anyway I better go and see if I can get my legover" I laugh standing up pushing the chair in.

Niall stand up too he embraces me in a tight hug "you've got this, go get him" he smiles pulling away "let me know how it goes okay?"

"Will do buddie, I'll see you later" I say walking out of the shop and heading to my car it takes less then 5 minutes to drive home

I open the front door pushing it and all is quite, I walk into the living room to be met by Harry lying on the sofa flat out, I go back to the front door and slam it shut trying to wake him up, but then a wave of guilt washes over me that was an awful thing to do.

I walk back into the living room to see him still sleeping okay the guilt has washed away now but then I really want to find out what he's going to say. I climb on top of him straddling his groin area I start to rock slightly down on him I lean down and start kissing his neck leaving a love bite his eyes shut open he starts hyperventilating "Get... Get... Off me" he says out of breath I stop and look at him tears start to form in my eyes I can't do this. I crawl back off him and run up the stairs, he doesn't love me. Tears fall down my face, I feel my breathing becoming more and more unsteady I run into our bedroom and hide under the covers burrying my face in a pillow. Why am I so stupid? He doesn't love me, I shake with regret.

I hear the door creek open and the bed sinks alittle a hand rubs the small of my back "hey, babe I'm sorry... I-I shouldn't have shouted at you like t-that" Harry says I can hear him crying "p-please babe l-look at m-me" Harry says pulling the duvet off me I reluctantly turn around and sit up to look at him. He sits next to me "I suppose I-I should be honest with y-you" he says putting his head in his hands sighing

"It's okay. I know you don't l-love me" I sob he turns to look at me

"Don't you ever say that. I love the bones of you" he says hectares a deep breath and exhales he opens his mouth as if he was going to say something but can't he breaks down. He is an emotional wreak, he cries, he's choking on his sobs I pull him in for a hug

"It's okay baby" I whisper I wipe away a tear with my thumb "it's okay, tell me in your own time"

He pulls away "it's hard to say this because I haven't admitted it to myself. So saying it aloud, it's really hard Lou" he sighs and then it clicks what he is going to say, which is going to be hard for him to say if it is what I think it is. My eyes start to water because I can feel what he is going to say "He... Charlie... He, he didn't just hurt me.... He, he r-raped me" Harry stutters "Liam and Nialls stag do night after I bumped into you. Because I refused to tell him who you are, he... Said I tell him or he will make me regret it. When we we went back to my old house he, he pulled me by my hair through the door, ripping out a chunk" he says lifting his hand up to his hair pushing aside some of his hair to reveal a patch that is much shorter and bits are missing "he gripped my wrist, he's fucking scarred me" he shows me his wrist, which I had already known about from seeing it happen that night "he forced me into my bedroom and pinned me down kissing me, I kept shouting him to get off me, that he was hurting me. I felt sick to the stomach. He forced himself on me, it hurt so much. But then after he made me believe that it was my fault, he always had a way of spinning it, making me feel guilty for everything" he breaks into a thousand pieces I wipe away the tears that were streaming down my face and hug him we stay like that for what seems like a lifetime "I should have told you sooner" I kiss his lips and shake my head

"No, you shouldn't have been forced to do that, he was a bad person Haz. You, you are the kindest person I know. And no, you shouldn't have told me sooner, you should have told me when you were ready. You know I'd never hurt you, not intentionally, I love you too much to let anything happen to you, you know that right. Your the best thing to ever happen to me. And if you don't want to take this any further I'm okay with that, as long as I've got you that's all I care about" I tell him I feel really bad for what I did earlier "I'm sorry for earlier"

Harry shakes his head "it felt good, don't feel sorry" Harry let's a little smile form on his lips "maybe we could try, but just slowly" Harry says

"Are you sure I don't want you to do anything that you don't want to" I tell him

"I'm sure, I know you want to take this further and I do too, but I don't want to rush it, I want it to be loving and caring" he says he closes his eyes for a second he runs to face me he lays a hand on my stomach then slowly trails down to my groin area

I look at him in shock "we don't have to do this now" I tell him but he shakes his head "let's just wait alittle bit longer, your heads not in the right place at the moment" I tell him

"Okay, I guess your right" Harry says "I love you Louis" he says pecking my lips

"I love you too" I say in-between kisses