I don't know what stage in life I'm in right now. I feel like I'm trapped in this state of confusion and annoyance and anger and I just don't understand where I belong in anything.
I keep thinking maybe it's my home city. I really hate this place and I want to leave. I really do. I don't know why I didn't leave for college. Why did I choose to stay here? Just because it's cheap?? Really?? I just hate this place and everyone here and no one understands me and I don't even want to keep going. I just want to lock myself in a blank room and stay there forever surrounded by my thoughts and books and music and a tv so I can rewatch Parks and Rec.
I really hate this place. I think I should go at some point. Soon. I should go Soon.
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