-chapter 16-

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Jimin's POV

i try to tell yoongi but he keeps interrupting me, when the teacher walks away I grab his hand finally getting him to listen.
Jm: yoongi I'm sorry if I hurt you but whenever I'm around you, you just get hurt and-
i look down and see the crutches beside him, is this how he ended up because of me? and after all this I still want him, he probably hated me though, hoping that I'll just go away, I suddenly loose it and tears start pouring down my face again. I pretend to drop something and hide under the table, I see yoongi kneel down next to me even though it must hurt, he puts his hand on my chin and makes me face him, I want to kiss him now, I want his lips against mine and I want to never let him go, but I guess it's too late. I try to get close but I manage to resist, I look at him wondering whether I should touch him like I used to again whether he still loves me. but I just sit there silently under the table facing him and waiting for what will happen next.

Yoongi's POV

i stare at jimin under the table as he spaces out looking at me.
gosh i just want him back. i love him.
i stare at him in awe, i take my hand out and help him from under the table without saying anything.
he sits back in his seat next to me and we continue drawing our blueprints.
teacher: alright everyone, it's time to pack up its break time now. you all behaved very well.
the teacher smiles and everyone starts to pack up and leave, jimin gets his bag and he's about to leave, i try to catch up in my crutches, i poke him with my crutch and he stops and turns around.
jm: yo..yoongi you shouldn't be doing that with your crutch, you might fall.
y: jimin..i. i-
namjoon comes to us and says hi to jimin, they all leave, leaving me behind.

Jimin's POV

i see namjoon and go to greet him as I haven't seen him all week, I'm glad he's back, actually. I'm going to miss yoongi staying over, cuddling with him and the warmth of his hands, I decide I want yoongi back and that being away from him hurts so much more. I finish talking to Namjoon and I decide to go buy something to eat during break I decide to take an empty corridor.
Jm: I'm such a fucking idiot, he's never gonna want me back, I left him. What kind of person does that, agh! And now I just want him back.
i say this out loud whilst walking through the corridor to the canteen, I kick a locker on my way there when I suddenly turn around.
Jm: y-yoongi?!

Yoongi's POV

i hear mumbles coming towards me and stomps, i open my locker but it shuts. i look to see what happened and saw jimin in front of me.
jm: y-yoongi?
i stare at him, his eyes glowing and clear.
please, just kiss me right now.
i miss you.
i need you back.
why don't you love me?
y: why don't you love me?

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