Jimin's POV
*i swallow hard at yoongis words hoping they are true when I suddenly see a notification on yoongis phone, it's from Jhope*
Jh:sorry my mind changed I can still come over today if you want <3
*i calm down and make an excuse to leave for the bathroom were I try my best to clam down and realise that it's ok, when all I can think of is that it isn't*
Yoongi's POV
ding
*i look over my phone to see jhope messages me, jimin excuses to go to the bathroom
y: jhope, i'm sorry but this 'relationship' has to end, im sorry.
*before i could see what jhope would say i block him. i run to the bathroom door and hear moans. sad moans.*
y: jimin, please come out.
Jimin's POV
*as tears steam down my face I hear yoongi calling my name I don't want to come out I don't want to see him right now, I can't take it but I can't stay in here forever I take one last look in the mirror my eyes heavy and my face pale from the heartbreak and stress, is this what is crushing me is this really a good idea I walk out to face yoongi state at him for a few moments before moving into the living room*
Jm: I'm sleeping on the sofa see you in the morning
i walk out the door and place myself on the sofa and try to fall asleep
Yoongi's POV
*as jimin walks out i watch him go, i watch him settle in the sofa. he turns around where he doesn't see me and i sit down next to him*
y: jimin, it's not what you think. i don't love jhope, our relationship wasn't real...i tried to make you jealous. please jimin look at me.
*i place my hands around his waist to make him look st me and speak to me*
Jimin's POV
_i want to forgive him, I want to just let it go away and know that he loves me but whenever I seem to believe him it goes wrong and I just become more sad, he keeps breaking my heart over and over even though he says he loves me. Now I'm here with his hands on my face and all I want is for it to go away, to be with him peacefully but can I really bring myself to forget it, I need to sleep through this_
*i shuffle away from yoongi giving him one last sorrowful look*
Jm: y-yoongi please, just let me sleep I'll see you in the morning ok, it's a Friday and I'm tired, I'm going to sleep on the couch please go back to bed and rest, goodnight
*i lie down and grab a blanket and throw it over myself and my heavy eyes finally begin to close as I slowly drift off to sleep hearing yoongis footsteps further away from me*
Yoongi's POV
*as jimin turned away from me and said goodnight, i decide to give up and leave. i enter the room and sit on my bed, staring at the floor.*
a few minutes passed,
*i decide to go check up on jimin. i saw him crying in his sleep and started moving about, he nearly slipped off the bed but i caught him. he was in my arms now. i decide to bring him into my room.i place him down on the bed and leave him there. i put the covers over him and kiss him on his forehead and leave the room. i decide to let him be on the bed and i'll sleep on the sofa and wait until tomorrow.*
Jimin's POV
*i fumble around and slowly feel myself begging to awake I reach for my phone*
_fuck it's 1am and I'm in- omfg im in yoongis bed I suddenly look to the side to see if yoongi is lying beside me and thank god he isn't, wait no-i want yoongi beside me, he let me stay and I just got mad, I'm so selfish I don't deserve yoongi I kept thinking about myself but what about him?
* I walk silently into the room and place myself into the small gap next to yoongi I put my arm over his waist and I lay there next to him breathing in his soft smell slowly drifting off to sleep beside him on the sofa*
Yoongi's POV
*i woke up and felt something tickling me, i turn around and see jimin laying down beside me. his head was resting on my shoulder. my heart melted at that point and i wouldn't risk getting up, i want to stay like this forever. in the same position.*
y: jimin, i whisper, wake up.
*i pet his hair and trace my finger around his forehead.*
*he moans*
Jimin's POV
i feel something patting my head and let out sleepy moans telling whatever is trying to wake me up to let me sleep then I realise it's yoongi.
why does his face make me so happy, everything about him makes me want to hug him and love him forever just me and him, always.
thinking this is a dream, I lift my head up and press my lips against his I stroke his hair wanting to at least be able to feel him in this dream of mine I let out a soft whimper and let my eyes close once again yet gripping onto him to never part him again.
Yoongi's POV
jimin places a hand near my chest while he was half asleep. i grab the hand and hold it tightly against my chest. i move it next to my face and kiss it. i start to see jimin slowly wake up from his sleep. he stared st me and i stared back
gosh, why can't we be together
can we stay like this for our whole lives
how can one be so gorgeous
jimin moves his hand near my cheeks and brushes my face. i take the hand and hold it. his warm and small fingers were so adorable. i would watch him all day.
Jimin's POV
as I finally realise that this is all real I couldn't care less about wether this is going to hurt me or not, I realise I want yoongi no matter what
Jm: yoongi I'm sorry for everything, let's just be together forever and never part each other no matter what happens, I want to be your everything and you be mine, please yoongi why don't we let this all go and make it just us and nothing else.
i timidly wait for his answer only to put my hands on each side of his face and rest my head on his chest.
Yoongi's POV
as jimin says a speech i've been wanting to hear from the very beginning, i think of the consequences...but there are none. i feel the same way for jimin
jm: yoongi ple-
i cut his speech with a kiss, i learn forward and kiss him, soft and gentle. i'm about to pull away but jimin holds me tight, grasping onto me. i move my hands next to his chest. tracing his abs and touching his body. i move the kiss and move down. down to his neck, i kiss his neck as he moans with pleasure.
i pull away
y: i love you jimin.
i hold his hands while staring into his eyes.
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blame it on me | yoonmin
Fanfictiontwo new lovers have a very dangerous relationship. they each protect each other as others hurt them. "it's not your fault but mine." "don't say that, it's not both of our fault."
