blame it on me | yoonmin

-chapter 13-

Yoongi's POV

i catch jimin looking at soobin and yeongjae, i put my hands on his face and make him look at me.
y: don't worry jimin, i'm okay now.
he gives a worried smile and we continue talking.
as we were talking i didn't see yeongjae and soobin come up to us until jungkook ran in front of us.
y: jungkook! get out the way!
i push him away and now i'm face to face with yeongjae.
jm: yoongi, go away from them!
sb: you scared? huh is he your boyfriend of something?
jimin blushes.
i see jungkook grab jimin and run off together while im still with soobin and yeongjae.
i try and talk it out with them but they continue to tease me.
i see seokjin, one of the hyungs in this school run up to us and try to talk it out with yeongjae and soobin.
they ignore everything seokjin says and pushes him.

Jimin's POV

as I'm pulled off to the side with Jungkook. I helplessly watch as yoongi confronts Yeongjae, I watch as Seokjin tries to talk things out but Yeongjae's face just turns more angry.  things could get out of hand. people get in my way and start to crowd around seokjin, yoongi, Yeongjae and Soobin until I can't see them anymore.  I try to get away from Jungkook and help yoongi but he just keeps pulling me back. I hear shouts and my heart starts racing I hope yoongi is ok, I don't know what I'd do if he wasnt.

Yoongi's POV

i get more confident as people start crowding around, i hear teachers screaming and coming in through the crowd but everyone starts chanting "fight!"
yeongjae steps in front of me and pushes me on the ground, everyone boos as i fall on the ground, causing my nose to bleed, everyone starts screaming. soobin kicks me and steps on me not letting me back up. i try and find jimin in the crowd but i can't see him, my vision gets blurrier as i look at everyone's faces.

i feel breeze around me and sirens, i try and see but i see red and blue flashing lights. the ambulance. i'm being carried inside.
i try to speak but it comes out as a whisper.
y: w..where's jimin?
a doctor; who?
y: jimin.
i hear a voice.
?: im here!
i see a boy running towards me, i feel my hand getting warmer and realise he's holding my hand.
y: jimin?
jm: yes it's me, jimin, i'm here.

Jimin's POV

i feel tears on my face as I become more tense and clutch yoongis hand as the doctor leads him down the corridor on stretchers, I can't do anything, I stand there helpless not letting him go, blood covering his face and his eye dark and purple, it scares me to see him in this state but I'm powerless, every time he has stepped in to save me and now I can't do anything to help him.
Jm: Y-yoongi it's going to be o-ok just try not to m-move, we'll be there in a second.
i just hear him mumble something in return. the tears keep coming but I have to stay strong for his sake. we reach a room where the doctors tell me to wait outside but I don't want to let go of his hand, I don't want to leave him. I finally step outside, my hands in tight fists and try to peer through the door but I can't, there are people in the way, I take a seat on the bench outside and put my head in my hand and wait, I wait for yoongi to be ok to see him again, I can hear groans and bustling, I wait and wait but nothing comes. Soon I'm just too tired to wait any longer and feel my eyes closing as I fall asleep on the metal bench outside dreaming about yoongi, and trying to imagine the warm arms that wrapped around me as I fell asleep yesterday.

Yoongi's POV

the doctors stitch the back of my head from the fall when yeongjae pushed me. i scream in pain, i try to think of something that will distract me, i think of jimin. but it doesn't seem to work, it makes me feel more worse, thinking of him makes me sad. how i ended up here was because of him. this is was love does nowadays. you go crazy and do anything, it was all for him.
doctor: right we're done stitching you up mr min. do you need anything?
y:..yes.
doctor: what is it you need?
y: jimin.
the doctor nods and leaves the room. i lay there, weak, i can't move. i see the door open and see jimin walk in, his face looked wet and tired, there's bags under his eyes and he turns away as he sees me.
y:jimin...
jm: yoongi!
he runs up to me and holds me hand.
jm: you're so cold..
i stare at him.
jm: im so sorry.
y: no..i-i am.
he shakes his head as he starts to tear up again, i try to move my hand but it stings. i slowly move it up to his face and his soft and squishy cheeks calm me. his face was wet and slimy. i keep holding it and smile when i look at him.
jimin looks back at me and leans in to kiss me on my forehead, i grin and slowly close my eyes.

Jimin's POV

i run into the room, grabbing his hand not letting go, I don't ever want to let him go again, but this relationship just keeps hurting both of us, I keep hurting him, I want to be with him and I love him so much yet when I look at everything that has happened to him it's all because of me, i think for a second about how much safer he would be without me, and I see his tired face pale and exhausted from screaming so much, he needs sleep I lie down next to him and whisper in his ear
Jm: yoongi you need to sleep, you're tired and you need to rest, I'll lie here with you if you want.
i see him nod and slide down next to him.
I turn to face the back of him with my arm around his waist and that's when I see the stitches. I cover my mouth as I start to cry so loudly and I wake him.
what've I done this is all my fault how can I have just led him into this, it's all my fault. It's. All. My. Fault.
He abruptly turns around to face me but presses his head a bit too hard against the pillow, he winces and tries to put his hand on my waist but he is too weak.
Y: Jimin agh what's wrong, is everything okay?
Jm: N-no yoongi it isn't I-
I want to say more but the best I can do for him is to let him sleep. I sigh and slowly close my eyes keeping my hand over his waist. i then open them a few moments later to see him sleeping soundly beside me, his grief stricken face sleeping, I see the purple that has formed around one of his eyes and the cuts on his cheek
ive causes all of this I've hurt everyone, it's all your fault Jimin.