blame it on me | yoonmin

-chapter 3-

Yoongi's POV

*namjoon calls me over to come to his house, he asks if hoseok can come because we were together but i said he left. i agree though, i get ready and go over to his house. i knock on the door and he opens the door. he leads me inside and says he has a roommate. he's been hiding it and was ashamed, i asked if i can meet them but he said he's sleeping. we get our game setup ready and start to play fnaf. me and namjoon end up screaming when unexpected jump scares pop up.*
?: quiet down!
s: whose that?
n: don't worry, it's just my roommate.
?: please!
i swear i recognise the voice.
suddenly jimin comes out.
s: is this your roommate?
n: yes.
*i freeze. i stare at jimin.*
s: i really need to get going namjoon, i'll see you tomorrrow,maybe.
*before hearing him saying goodbye i run out and go back home, on my way back i cry the entire drive through. i enter my room and curl up in a ball on my bed and cry myself to sleep*

Jimin's POV

Jm: NAMJOON YOU SON OF A BITCH WHY DIDNT YOU TELL MY YOU WERE BRINGING PEOPLE OVER NOT ONLY DO YOU FUCKING SCREAM THROUGH THE WALLS I CANT GET A WINK OF SLEEP BUT YOU BRING YOONGI, YOURE FUCKING MESSED UP... *i realise how loud I've been screaming and stop I lean against the kitchen counter out my head in my hands and no, I'm not going to cry I formally apologise to namjoon after seeing the face of total surprise come from him, but no even if I don't like yoongi I need to confront him and not just let myself break down like this I grab my hoodie and tear down the stairs from the building and try to run after yoongi hoping to find him somewhere*

Yoongi's POV

*i stay in my bed, crying my eyes out. overthinking and negative thoughts take over my brain.*
_should i go school or not?_
_who gives a shit?_
_whats the point anymore_.
*i take out my phone and decide to text jhope apologising, i text him to come over even though it's nearly midnight on a school night. i don't give s fuck. i call jhope and he arrives.*

Jimin's POV

*i keep waking not know where I'm even going I cross the street when i suddenly see hoseok crossing the street*
Jh:oh hey jimin, what're you doing here?!
Jm: I'm looking for yoongi you seen him
Jh: ah I'm going to see him now, do you need something
I let out a gulp, and look away to the side
Jm: you think you could ask him to meet me outside to talk to him for a second
Jh: ( hoseok reluctantly answers being persuaded by jimins smol face before him) uhhh s-sure but only for a few mins ok Come with me and I'll send him down ok then when you're done just tell him to come back up,
Jm: (knowing this was the best shot I've got I follow Jhope and await yoongi at the bottom of the flat) thanks Jhope

Yoongi's POV

*jhope enters my room and sees me on the floor, drinking with bottles everywhere.*
j: yoongi!
*i grunt*
*jhope gives me a hand and helps me up,*
j:someone is here to see you.
s: you? i laugh
j:no come here
*he leads me downstairs in the rain outside, i exit my house and see jimin standing there*
s: what the fuck do you want? JHOOOPE!
no reply
s: fuck this, get me away.
*im about to leave before jimin says something...*

Jimin's POV

i look to see a hot yet drunk yoongi get carried downstairs by a disappointed yet happy jhope.
Jm: y-yoongi I wanted to talk to you about today but like you're drunk so I'm not gonna bother, uh see you round ok, and by the way thanks Jhope good luck
_Shit. I get up the corouge to come and talk to him and he is just drunk! Is there a single cell in him that cares, guess not, oh well guess I'll just go home maybe I'll see him tmrw at school, the stress is getting to me so hard when I suddenly feel my heart racing becuase of so many overwhelming thoughts, do I love yoongi?does he love me? No.he lovesjhope. Wtf jimin just get it together I suddenly feel the world spin around me and it goes black_