blame it on me | yoonmin

-chapter 14-

Yoongi's POV

i wake up from hearing loud cries, i turn to see jimin crying right beside me. i hold him tight, i'm too weak but i squeeze his hand, it feels like i just poked him, i let go and see him looking at me.
y: gosh, jimin, i love you.
jimin stays quiet, he moves his hand through my hair and kisses me. i can't move so it was just a peck.
jm: i love you too, min yoongi.
i smile.

its been a few hours, jimin left to go to school and i'm still in the hospital.
the doctor enters my room.
dc; morning, you have a visitor.
i smile and wait for someone to enter.
hey.
i look and see namjoon.
nj: damn, yoongi.
y: namjoon, hi, i haven't seen you in a long time.
nj: yeah, damn.
he comes closer to me and sits in the chair.
nj: what happened?
i explain him everything, when i say yeongjae or soobin he freezes.
y: you okay?
nj: uh..well. you see..i dated yeongjae before..
i froze.
y: you never told me?
nj: i know.. i think i might know why he's been doing this.
i stare at him, he's breathing starts getting more heavier and starts to explain.
nj: well. when i dated yeongjae, we've had a very..strange relationship.
i remembered mine and hoseok's relationship.
i then moved in with jimin, and he got jealous thinking i might be doing stuff behind his back with jimin, which..isn't true.
i keep staring at him, getting a little bit pissed.
nj: then i got closer to you and then he got really jealous and he wanted to make me jealous and he hanged out with soobin, well then i broke up with him and now he hates us.
so..it's all namjoons fault.

Jimin's POV

as I make my way to the hospital from school i feel worse as I get closer and closer to the entrance just knowing that yoongi is in there because of me makes me want to cry, it makes me want to hide away, all throughout the school day I managed to decide to tell yoongi that he is better off without me becuase I don't want him to be hurt and that's all I see to be able to do when I'm with him, I tense as I walk through the corridor to yoongis room. I open the door and see yoongi on his phone, I sit down next to him and give him a soft kiss, I stroke his hair, I bite down on my lip as I know that I came here to tell him about how it's my fault
Jm: y-yoongi I need to tell you something..
he shushes me and kisses me again. I stay there for a few more seconds before pulling away.
Jm: I- I think you're better off without me, I keep hurting you and causing you to get in to trouble, look what I did, you're in the hospital with s-stitches and I can't bear to watch you hurt again, then there was hoseok and you got hurt again all becuase you tried to help me. I can't watch you get hurt again I just cant, please. I need you to be safe and being with me seems to do the complete opposite.
I give him one last kiss before walking out the door and sitting on the bench outside thinking through what I've just done.

Yoongi's POV

i watch as jimin goes off, i want to stop him. but i can't because i'm in bed and i'm weak
i press the button next to my bed that calls a doctor when i need them, they come rushing in and see me crying.
y: please put me in a wheelchair and bring me outside. i need some air.
doctor: im sorry sir but i don-
y: PLEASE!
they nod and run out the room, they bring a wheelchair and place me in there, they drive me outside and i see jimin sitting on the bench
y: jimin! i scream and cough.
jm: y-yoongi, please
y: there is no way i'm leaving you. jimin, we've been through all of these experiences and created amazing memories together. it isn't all your fault, it's..it's..
i stop and think that i should say namjoon.
jm: it's...exactly.
y: no, jimin.. it's not your fault, nor mine.
its namjoons.
but he didn't do everything bad, only this incident.
i stare at jimin and he doesn't look at me, he shakes his head.
jm: that's what i thought.