blame it on me | yoonmin

-chapter 10-

jimin grabs me by the waist and feel his hand gently around mine being careful. I walk toward the bathroom holding his hand tightly whilst biting my lip in eagerness
jm: you read my mind.

i turn on the warm water and let jimin in.
he moans and smiles, washing his hair, i watch him and he stares at me, i strip on the toilet watching jimin pleasure himself.

Jimin's POV

as the water pours down my face I can't help but to reach for yoongi and pull him in. I wrap my arms around his neck and feel his body close to mine. I lean in to kiss him and feel the water running in between our lips the lust growing stronger, as the water continues to hit the hard tiles I slide my arms down to his waist feeling the heat from his body on mine.

Yoongi's POV

y: damn is it just me, but what's hotter. the shower or you.
i scratch my ear, getting a bit nervous because it's a corky and cheesy joke but jimin laughs anyways
i decide to get on my knees and pleasure jimin instead of him. jimins moans as the water hits the tiles.
drip AHH dripYOONGI~
i look up and see jimin all wet.

Jimin's POV

The shower starts to get heavier and the water starts to grow hotter. I run my hands through yoongis wet hair and moan in pleasure as I feel myself wanting more.
Jm: Agh- yoongi, more pleas-
suddenly I misplace my foot and feel myself slip and fall to the floor back slamming against the tiles. I scream in pain as the bruises begin to hurt once more and I feel as if I can't move.

Yoongi's POV

i try and catch jimin as he falls but he fell way too fast. i pick him up, nearly slipping myself and carry him into the bedroom.
jimin screams in agony as i carry him.
y: im so sorry jimin! lay here, try and rest don't try to move.
i leave the room and make sure to turn off the shower. i go look through cabinets to try and find some drops to pour to make sure he doesn't feel his bruises stinging him.
jimin continues to scream as i keep looking.

Jimin's POV

i can't move my back as the bruises burn whenever I even slightly move my body I moan and try to let yoongi know where they are but winces of pain escape and I can only scream, I lift my arm to point to the small cabinet on the shelf opposite the desk, I urge yoongi to hurry as the pain starts to become unbearable. I see him rummaging and I try to calm down, I bite down on my hand to stop myself from screaming but I doesn't help I just moan in pain lying helpless on the bed*
this is all my fault I should've let myself heal but no I just couldnt resist yoongi. now what's going to happen.
I look to the side to try see the time when I hear yoongi saying something.

Yoongi's POV

y: fuck fuck fuck, there's nothing here.
i look at the fridge, i see some ice and pull it out.
y: i know it might hurt but bear with me.
i take the ice and place it on jimins darker bruises. he screams in pain and it's deafening to hear.
jimin starts to apologise how he messed  up and saying it's all his fault.
y: no, jimin, you didn't do anything bad it's nobody's fault.
when i say nobody, i lie. i think of hoseok and remember all the bad things he's done to jimin. but he's gone now. jungkook beat him up and called the police on him. he's gone. we're safe.

Jimin's POV

i wince at the pain for a few more moments but slowly see it ease away yet when I try to move it just comes back, I begin to be able to speak again and look up not moving and breathing heavily and occasionally wincing.
Jm: y-yoongi I cant m-move I just want to lay still ok, you can leave me now. I'll be fine don't worry just please go back to the sofa and watch something. I'll be up soon just give me a few moments to regain my strength.
im met with a worried and distraught expression but I try to tell yoongi I'll be fine but end up moaning again.
Jm: y-yoongi please j-just go I'll be ok, bring me s-some more ice and I'll be with you in a few mi-minutes ok, agh-
A sharp wince espaces me as I can feel the ice melting and cleaning my wounds, it stings but I can bear it, for yoongis sake. I'm the one who told him to come back, now can I do this to him just expect his to save me over and over again. I cant, not this time
i muster all the strength I have and bite down on my lip and take yoongi by the hand and lead him out of my room. The second he steps out I collapse on the bed containing my screams of agony and pain not knowing how much longer I can last.

Yoongi's POV

i leave jimin because he was begging me too, i didn't want to but i felt like i should, i placed a towel with some ice beside him in case he needed to use them again and left.
i go to the living room and when i sit down i hear jimin screaming again, it was deafening, it was horryfing it's as if you were stuck in a nightmare. i switch on the tv and make sure to put the volume really high so i won't hear jimin screaming, it was no use he got louder and louder.
i cover my ears and start to cry.
this is horrible, poor jimin. this all started because of me. that one day in the cafeteria, i came into his life and i'm ruining it.
i walk about the kitchen and decide to make some tea for jimin. i made sure to make it warm.
i took it to the bedroom and saw that he was fast asleep. i sit down beside him and brush my fingers against his cheeks as he's asleep.