blame it on me | yoonmin

-chapter 5-

and now I find myself here in yoongis apartment only watching as he runs out of my reach I cant take it, but I have to it's all for his sake I can't let him be ruined. I stand there still on the verge of tears knowing I'm relentless against hoseok
after all those things I said then this, I dont know what i can do, was that my last chance will I ever be able to be with Yoongi again? Or is it over?
I stand there waiting for hoseok to force me to fuck him as I reluctantly strip for him, tears streaming down my face. Is this really worth it?

Yoongi's POV

I run out my house not knowing what's going on inside.
fuck, i left my phone, should i even go back there?
i guess i should, knowing that i'll see jimin one last time.
i run back and the doors still open, i walk in and for gods sake. i walk in on something truly horrifying. jimin on jhope.
i watch in despair and anger when i see them. i see the hickies on jimins neck and on his body. bruises.
what has happened to jimin?
did hoseok do this?
i walk towards them and pull jimin off, i squeal when i see that they were fucking each other.
jh: you want to join..daddy?
y: no! why on fucks sake would i?
i look at jimin, his face looks so horrified, i stare at him in hatred and remember all the memories and moments we've been through, through the janitor closets, staying together and the special of them all, saying i love you.
i meant what i said, i love you, i meant it.. but for jimin, why would he lie? he was caught in a lie! (sorry) he didn't mean st all. why would we waste those words on me.
i stare at jimin and shout from the top of my lungs.
y: GET THE FUCK OUT!
jh: gladly.
jimin stares at me, tears rapidly falling down like a waterfall
jm: eve-
y: you too jimin, get the fuck out of here and don't come back!
hoseok gets ready to leave, putting his shirt on with a smile on his face.
i pull jimin next to me and whisper in his ear
y: i can't believe i trusted you, you man whore.
i let him go as hoseok grabs him and walks out with him.
i look at the sofa. and kick it, knocking it over and swearing at it.

Jimin's POV

i finally feel myself tearing apart I can't bear it, I can't even look at myself knowing the horrible things I'm doing, hearing yoongi calling me those words was the most heartbreaking thing I could've gone through why can't I just be with him, why can't this all go away, as hoseok grips my arm tightly I try my best to run away and escape him but I can't he forcefully lifts me and takes me down the stairs
Jm: Hoseok please let me go I haven't done anything please just leave me!
Jh: it's too late now little mochi after all I'm only a click away from sharing everything to everyone wouldn't want that to happen to yoongi how would you? he grabs my wrist and pushes my into his car locking the doors so I can't get out, I try and look into the window of yoongis house but he just draws the blinds and I feel the last light of hope in me drift away
Jh:were going to my place I already told namjoon so no need to worry we're almost there Jiminie this evening will be a whole lot of fun.
i see his smile in the mirror as he speeds faster and faster, I pull out my phone and try to text yoongi
Jm: yoongi it's not what you think I can explain, or I can't but you have to believe me I do love you, I only want to and no one else please you have to believe me. tears stream down my face once more.
Jh: what's wrong Jiminie, yoongi mad at you, awwww I'll cheer you up don't worry about it. he snickers and I press send waiting for his response as I stare out the window watching myself grow not only physically away from yoongi but emotionally too
what've i done.?

Yoongi's POV

after i'm done swearing, i collapse on the floor.
ding.
who the fuck.
its jimin.
i read his message and laugh, he's joking right? he honestly thinks i'll forgive him after what has just happened. pffft.
i see as he sent me a three second video. it's of him in a car screaming when i hear jhope laughing in the back and he snatches his phone and that's it. i guess he accidentally sent it. i get even more pissed, they're fucking in the car now?
i watch he video on repeat, but everytime i listen to the screams it sounds..deafening. as if he's in pain and needs help. i rewatch it and realise that he's not fucking hoseok, hoseok is holding hostage of jimin.
i decide to text jimin.
y: what?
message hasn't send, probably because the contact you tried to message has blocked you
what the fuck? he asks for help but he blocks me?
or it was probably jhope.
i look through my contacts when i reach hoseok's. i think this through and unblock him. i call him and he picks up on the second ring
jh:hello baby daddy.
y: WHAT THE FUCK!
jh: shhh!
in the background i hear mumbling, as if someone is trying to scream but can't.
i try to listen closely and try to clear the words.
help! please! ahhh! yoongi!
i hang up and stare at my phone.  not knowing what to do at this time
is this some sort of prank?
is jimin actually in trouble or is he trying to make me jealous?
questions fly through my mind and i get a headache. i faint on the floor from all the thoughts that hurt me.