I'm Not Your Innocent Ex-Wife Anymore (#Wattys2018)

My Valentine

Travis POV

I don't know what to do? I though as I hug Lissa

I know that what she is telling me is true, I can somehow feel it in my heart and in my bones

But that doesn't make this any easier, because the more I try to remember the more impossible it seems that I would get my memories back

I don't how to just hug her and not feel this love, that's has been present since the day we first met

I know is wrong of me to feel this way because apparently I'm married, but that's the problem I don't remember

Not remembering it's what's breaking me even more, because the thought of  there being somebody that's hurting because of me... well that is not something that I can stand

But even then a voice that is buried deep inside of me knows the ultimate truth. It somehow even with all the confusion inside of me, manage to know who my hear is beating for. Her name is there, in every word I say or think, but I am not going to reveal it yet, I need some time to process all this information

But first I need to figure who is behind all of this, because the thought of putting the person that I love in danger is not something that I am willing to risk

After Lissa and I pulled away, we talk fora couple of minutes until it was time for her to go home

So now here I am. All by myself in a hospital room talking to myself in hope of making the time go faster

However,that wasn't working so the only reasonable thing to do was to go to sleep

I don't how much time passed, but I woke up when someone open the door

I kept my eyes close for a minute trying to figure out who it was, when suddenly I felt someone grab my hand

I didn't even need to open my eyes to know who it belong to; because I already knew

The same way I know my name, I knew her touch. It's funny how I can't remember her but I can remember what she feels like

I guess the heart is not as easily manipulated when it comes to a head injury

Clair I thought to myself

Clair POV

It's funny how even though he is my husband, I was still afraid to go inside the room

Once I enter the room I saw him sleeping so I grab his hand

"Hey Travis I know you are sleeping right now, but I guess I just wanted to tell you that I love you. That it kills me to see you here in the hospital room. I know you don't remember me and that's okay because I have faith that you will get your memory back..."

"Tyler has ask about you, and I don't know what to tell him"

"I can't do this alone. We need you... I need you... this baby inside of me needs you more than anything" I told him as I put his hand on my belly

Travis POV

As she was speaking I try so hard not to cry, because it hurt me to see her like this

But once she put my hand on her baby I knew I couldn't pretend anymore

"Clair, don't cry everything is going to be okay" I told her

"Travis? You're awake!!!" She said

"Wait do you know who I am?" Clair ask

"I may not remember who you are but I know that you are my wife" I told her as honestly as I could

"Are you okay" Clair ask worried

"I mean physically I'm okay... my injuries don't hurt that much anymore. However, I'm not doing well mentally"

"What do you mean?"

"Every time I try to remember Tyler or you, my mind goes blank"

I saw her face break down so I quickly told her that "even though I might not remember you guys, that doesn't change how I feel. It's funny is like my heart remembers you when my brain doesn't; and that right there gives me hope"

"It's there something I can do to help you?" Ask Clair

"Yeah, can you tell me about us"

"Well, we met at a Valentines party that they were having at a bar in New York City. I was hanging out with a group of my friends, when I notice you sitting all by yourself looking miserable, and that made me angry because nobody should be alone in Valentine's Day; so I went over to where you were sitting, and you immediately became tense. I could tell you were not here for the Valentines Party rather you were here to drown your sadness in alcohol, so I introduced myself and not a second later you walk away"

"Wait, I did?" I ask

"Yeah, but that night I had already exceeded my alcohol level that I was so angry at you for leaving. Can you believe it, me getting mad at a stranger. Anyways I wasn't about to back down, so I quickly caught up to where you were standing and I yell at you. It was like just by looking at you made me mad, however you on the other hand found this funny and started laughing. So I did what I thought was best at the time and I slapped you on the face, you just look as if I had two heads instead of one. So you did something I wasn't expecting; you decided to carry me all the way to a hotel not far from there and into a hotel room where you dump me into an ice cold shower. Than you called security and order them to not let me out of this hotel room until I was sober; and then you left."

"Whoa, that was intense" I say dumbfounded

"Yeah it was, however, I wouldn't trade that experienced from the world because from then on you became my valentine. There hasn't been a single Valentine's Day from that moment on that we haven't been together. I know this might sound cliche, but that night when you carried me on your shoulder you really took my heart and it's been yours ever since; and now I afraid I'm going to lose you. The thought of a Valentines Day where you are not the first person I see in the morning or there to kiss me awake or to just lay in bed with me; that right there is when the sun would stop shining and the stars would start to fall out of the sky" Clair say

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